𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

happy birthday Blue

who miss me ? 😩
these chapters long y'all bc I'm late on update 😭😭💀

TWO WEEKS LATER !

MATTIAS POV !

i was laying in the bed with Gianna as she laid on my chest. it was five. still midnight morning. I couldn't sleep.

I couldn't stoping thinking about ....Nelly.

i looked over at Gianna and moved her naked body off of me gently. i got out of bed and walked out of the room and upstairs to the balcony.

I opened the sliding door and then i realize Quinn was sitting out here.

"cant sleep nether" she said in a soft tone, i nodded a little and sat next to her

and stared at the sky.

"....you know Blue's birthday's tomorrow" Quinn said in a low tone

"yeah ...did you hear anything from nelly about what she's gonna do for her ?" i said in a sad tone

she shook her head.

"when you left from the hospital she went to sleep" she nodded, i nodded back

"....i missed her" i said in a low tone "i do too, i wish i had stayed with her longer in the hospital" she said in a soft tone

"me too" i said kinda quite "did you say anything to her ?" Quinn looked over at me

"yeah not much but she was upset with me, she was emotionless, she didn't look at me or nothing, it hurt a lot" i said in a hurt tone

"i mean she's hurt Mattia what do you expect ...." she said

i played with mr fingers as my eyes started to water.
i needed her

"....if you love her then why did you marry Gianna ?" Quinn said in a serious tone

oh long story, i never told Quinn and the boys about why i did. i was afraid they'd do something stupid

but sense its been a while now I can say

i tell her what happened...

{ a/n: you'll know the truth later in the story lmfao }

"....then seconds later i knew everything i had planned for us was fucked up" i cried shook my head