𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

not in the mood

THE SAME NIGHT !

i was still up watching a movie, waiting for mattia to come back home.
i couldnt sleep without him being next to me

i dont know why its just been like that for me for a while now

i looked over and saw Quinn and Blue sleeping peacefully next to each other. i reached for my phone not seeing any messages from him

i carefully got out bed and walked out the room. I went down stairs and sat on the couch

{ 10 minutes later }

i check the time and its was 12:09
i crossed my arms and my leg started to bounce up and down.

"clam down nelly he's coming" i whispered to my self

that's when i heard foot steps and the door unlocking
then opened revealing mattia.

my heart felt relief

he gently closed the door locking it rubbing his neck

"fuck" he groaned

i smirked at his actions a little. he looked so tired like he had a long night.

he then turned around and saw me, a wide smirk came across his face. i smiled and licked my lips

"i told you i'd be back" he said walking towards me
"mmm your 10 minutes late" i said standing up

he chuckled and wrapped his arms around my waist then I wrapped my arms around his neck. instantly i ran my fingers through his hair

then we connected our lips

"i missed you" he said through the kiss
"i miss you too baby" i said with a smile

i then continued kissing his lips, he then tickled my stomach making me laugh. then he picked me up and walked us down stairs to our room

he laid me down on the bed and laid in between my thighs

"wheres my other baby ?" he asked "shes sleeping with Quinn upstairs" i nodded

i cupped his face and pulled him to a kiss again. we started to make out from there. i tugged is on his shirt so he can take it off but he wouldn't

i stopped in confusion

"whats wrong ?" i asked him in a soft tone, he shook his head
"im just not in the mood baby" he said in a softly

again

this is another problem we've been having, we only had sex once this month but since then he hasn't been in the mood

sometimes i second guess myself ....is it just me

not say i want sex all the time but thats this wasn't normal ... especially from him.

he wasnt like this months before. why now

"mattia whats wrong with you, can you just talk to me" i said worried, he face weekend
"mamas its not you I promise, dont think that ok, i dont want you to feel like i that, im just tired" he said holding my hand

you used to not be so tried

"ok I understand" i nodded a little "mamas please dont-