𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

unexpected

NINE MONTHS LATER

i was sitting on the bathroom floor watching Blue take a bath. she was playing with her toy's splashing the water.

i smiled at her a little.

it's kinda hard being a mother when your depressed.
and alone. it hits differently.

"mamas it's time to get out" i said standing up "no !mommy please" she said about to cry

i exhaled in frustration. i ran my hand over my face.

"fine baby 10 more minutes ok" i said sitting back down, she nodded and smiled

"so baby your birthday's in 2 weeks" i smiled a little "2 weeks ?" she said confused

"mhm what do you wanna do for your party ?" i said in a soft tone

"swim ! i wanna go swimming momma !" she cheesed

"ok you do want pizza and ice cream or sushi or chicken wings ?" i asked her, she sat there and think
"ummmm ? all of it !" she giggled

"mhm i was thinking the same thing babe" I chuckled

thats when all of a sudden, i started heard screaming crying from the next room.

"Mommy Gio's crying" Blue said worried,
i quickly stood up "stay here ok, mommy will be back" i said to Blue before rushing out the bathroom

i rushed to the room next door and saw Gio had
woken up.

i went up to the crib and carefully picked him up and held him in my arms.

"shh shh your ok baby" i said moving around the room with him

he slowly stop crying, i picked up his dottle and put it in his mouth then i sat down in the rocking chair.
then I exhaled in tiredness.

but thankfully he started slowly drifting off back to sleep, i kissed her head softly, he was so cute and small.

usually he takes him 2 hours to go to sleep. yeah it sucks. i know i have to take care of him but I haven't been getting much rest myself.