IDC YOU NEED TO READ ! THIS IS ABOUT THE STORY !if your confused on why Nelly's so mad like this its because that night at the party made her think about a lot of things.
like why did he give into Gianna so quick and why doesn't he act like he doesn't wanna sleep with her a lot and why is he not paying enough attention
and since she doesn't know where he works or what he's doing when he goes and do business, it makes her think that he's cheating
and that he's being sneaky. thats why she didn't wanna give in because she doesn't wanna look stupid if he is cheating
but news flash
mattia is NOT cheating
he loves her deeply and on his perspective, he thinks he shows her enough love.
when he's doing business he's trying to have a better life for the both of them and Blueand he thought Nelly was on the same page as him so when she said she didn't trust him he was confused and hurt about it
yes he knews he fucked up at the party and he knows he fucked up for saying she hasn't been turning him on.
but he honestly doesn't know why nether.
he realized that know, an all he wants to do is love her.
thats what you guys need to understand about sex he wants to give it to her to make her feel better about her self and to let her know he's not going anywhere
there's actually a difference in sex, like the one where you just wanting it because you wanna feel good for a second
(fuck boy sex)but then theres that 'real love sex', you know ? 😭😭
that connects you guys as whole and it makes you wanna fall in love move and you don't stop thinking about one another and the feels and the touches
the one mattia's tryna give her.
that night he was out of line and it sounded like he wanted so f boy sex but he didn't .
Nellys wants him to listen to her but what she needs to understand is that he wants her to also listen to him as well.
but he knows she wont so he just gonna give in and agree with everything she's says so they can move from the fighting and love again.
so then he can try improve his self for her.
yeah not everything's about sex and he realized that now :)
i hope this help. more chapters coming
and shit finna go down
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