TO BE CONTINUE !!!MATTIAS POV !!!
I ran my hand over my face as nelly ran away crying. I haven't seen her cry, in so long, she look terrified, I never I'd that look on her face again, she made my heart race and guilt come back ....
ughh fuck
I can feel like feelings coming back again.
i ran back down to the basement to see, Payton looking at her nails unbothered
"are you fucking serious ??? !" I said looking at her as if she crazy, she rolled her eyes "calm down I was just to have some fun-
I cut her off
"I don't give a fuck, you don't do that to her !" I said raising my voice
shit, I said it-
"I always knew" she said looking at me as if I was a fool
here we go
"knew what Payton ??" I said rolling my eyes "you still have feelings for her !" she yelled
as soon as she said thoughts words, I can feel goosebumps all over me ....
I was lying to myself ...
"are you kidding me ! I don't fucking ! have feelings for her" I said annoyed "then why the fuck ! do you continue to care about most things about her huh !?" Payton in a aggressive tone
"I told what was gonna happened if you brong her ! she's weak !" she madly, I looked away
I didn't know what to say
she stated saying things I didn't wanna tell her to her face bc I still like her ....
"well answer the fucking question !" she said getting watery eyes, I walked closer to her "Payton- i- isn't-
she cut me have again ....
"YOU HATE HER REMEMBER !" she cried
I never did
"HUH ANDWER ME ! YOU PEACE OF SHIT ! WHY DO YOU CARE !" she said hitting me
I couldn't take this anymore
I pushed her back and ran my hands over my face
an just let it out ..."I LOVE HER ! I ALWAYS HAVE ! IS THAT WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANTED TO HEAR !" I said madly
she jumped a little ....
I fuck up everything
"fine just remember mattia, you hurt her, you control her an when she remembers again, she gonna realize what you did, not just the love you guys had but the pain you still put her though" she said looking into my eye
water form in my eyes
I didn't wanna hear it so I turned around an left. I ran back to the house and ran up stairs to nelly room
I needed to talk to her
"Nelly" I said in a low tone
there was no answer ...
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