𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

Casino

{im back and its the summer so im not gonna leave you guys that long again lmfao }

MATTIA POV !

i parked my car in front of the Casino.
before i got out, i ran my hand over my face. i looked down at my phone.

i was still on Nelly's contacts.
i write her a paragraph telling her how sorry i am

as i much as I did want to because i was pissed, i still hurt me that she crying

i felt like she was over reacting and i was confused to way to why she was being so mean to me.

if she actually loved me she would never pushed me away like she did.

and I don't wanna think like that but it hurts.

I sniffed as tears ran down my eyes. i saw lights pull up behind my car, then I realize it was Quinn and the boys. i quickly wiped my tears deleted the messages. then i stepped out of the car.

"an here we are" Benno smiled, i fake chuckled and nodded
"what time are we supposed to start" kairi asked "in 20 minutes so un we should go" i nodded a little not really tryna show emotion

they nodded and we started to walk towards the casino. me and Quinn was next to each other following behind the boys

Quinn looked up at me but i didn't really pay any attention to her because i knew she was gonna read me.

"she still not talking to you ?" Quinn said in a low tone

i felt my eyes water again, i tried to hold it in.

"no. we got into a fight and she was saying that i need to love her more an all this other b-bullshit. then she said she didn't trust witch i thought she d-did like Quinn I don't what else the fuck to do" i said in a frustrated tone

Quinn shook her head and stop me and pulled me into a hug.

i really needed this right now.

the boys doesn't know what was going on but Quinn does. I don't wanna tell them about it because I don't like talking about my feelings to the boys that much anymore

ever since i was jain for so long it as hasn't been the same talking to them.

especially since Alejandro my best friend isn't here

so i told Quinn because she my sister and thats her best friend.

"you know she's been though alot" Quinn whispered to me "yes i know but it ain't fair, she doesn't kiss me or tell me she loves me and im starting to think otherwise" i trying to catch my breath