beyond this

29

The month went by quickly ,there was no sign of victoria but there were killings going on all through put Seattle which the culled thought she was still responsible for .

It was almost time for Bella's graduation and they were holding off the wedding until Victoria was taken care of.

While on the reservation Emily was six months pregnant now and already blowing up and any free time we got me and her went shopping with Rachel the excited soon to be aunt.

If I wasn't going shopping with Emily and Rachel , Esme and Rosalie were spoiling me getting all kinds of baby things and clothes for me and my ever changing size.

" whenever, you need me to baby sit I will always be here. " Rosalie told me rubbing my belly.

" I know. " I smiled ,I knew how much Rosalie wanted a baby of her own a lot like Leah she wished that she could just continue to age and have a family with the man she loved.

Funny how to people who claimed to hate each other so much could be so much alike .

" wonder if your kid is going to a little badass. " Emmett plopped on the couch beside me. "most likely." I played memories of mine from when I was being a little bad ass. I was worried because I knew Jacob was a hyper active little boy he never ran out of energy.

Our child was going to be evil. If not evil pretty damn close to it.

Luckily I would have the help of vampires who don't need sleep and werewolves that can go all day.

" have fun with that. " Edward sat next to me on the opposite side of Emmett and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

" I will because I know you are going to help me chase around my little boy. " I smiled brightly at him.

"boy? " Bella sat across from me.

"well I want to have a boy." I rubbed my stomach, even though at two months I was not 's thoughts went off, she wanted children, a boy but she would never admit that to Edward he would never change her might even leave if he knew she really wanted anything she could not have as a I wouldn't tell .

It was her life her decisions I had no right to criticize her.

" hmm I wonder why you don't want a girl. " Rosalie said walking past into the kitchen a smirk on her face.

I didn't reply because her and Esme we're making me lunch.

Esme just loved me being pregnant it means when she cooks for me she gets to cook more and she will cook for me at anytime ,helps she doesn't need to sleep.

Sometimes I even drop by at three in the morning it is when my cravings start. But lately Emily has been trying to teach me how to cook so I try to do it myself.

" well I hope you have a girl. " Esme said she kneeled in front of me her hand to my stomach she was picturing what the baby would look like if she was a girl. Tan skin maybe a few shades darker than my own and lighter than Jacobs with thick flowing dark wavy hair and nice brown eyes.

The image came from Esme's imagination just a possibility of what the baby would look like it it was a girl in her teens. But the thought of a daughter who could be so beautiful scared me shit less. I would never let my daughter out the house.

Over protective, weather a girl or a there was still some discussions me and Jacob had to clear up about the baby.

Would I clear things up with the academy and send Them there so they would always be able to protect themself. Would never I teach the baby to fight myself which I would much rather do than send my child away like my mother had done me.

What was the possibility that my child could become a Wolf or anything else for the matter?

" your mutt is here. " Rosalie said looking out the window where you could see Jacob getting out the . " he wrinkled his nose as he took in the smell of the cullens.

" Hola. " I got on my tip toes and gave him a peck on the mouth and turned to leave and sit back down on the couch but he grabbed me from behind and hugged me.

" when is Rebecca supporsed to get to forks?'' we're supposed to pick her up at the airport.

" she just got on the plane she should land in to hours." he let me go.

"Good we have time to eat. "I walked into the kitchen to check out how far along they were with my food.