beyond this

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Me and jacob were just arriving to his house when his phone started ringing he ran inside .'' Hello ?'' I watched his expression as he talked he looked annoyed.

'' what happened ?'' I asked .'' Edward was just at Bella's house and he picked up the scent of some unknown vampire in her room I have to send one of the guys over there ,but the only one who can tolerate being around the cullens and the scents is Seth but I don't like putting him in danger I like keeping him out of action .'' Jacob sighed .'' Why don't you go ?'' I asked I did not mind him going to protect Bella she was his friend just like Edward was my friend .

'' I am supposed to spend the day with you not to mention I am still worried about you and what happened earlier at the movies .''Jacob told me .

'' I am fine now , and I think you should go check it out I will just have Rosalie pick me up or something .'' I shrugged it off .'' I will drive you home , then I will just run over to Bella's and see what the hell is going on .'' Jacob looked looked stressed .'' Don't worry about it everything is going to be fine .'' I walked over and threw my arms around Jacobs neck .'' Do not be so stressed .'' I ran my hand threw his hair and pulled his hair lightly so his forehead was against mine .

'' I am trying .'' he sighed .'' Try harder .''I smiled giving him a kiss . I knew it made him feel better change of his mood came along almost as soon as our lips met . He grabbed my waist holding me tightly against him . '' come on we better go .'' I grabbed his hand and lead him out the door .

''I will try and see you later .'' Jacob pulled me close from the drivers side and gave me a long lingering kiss .'' okay .'' I smiled kissing him once more and then getting out of the car . I walked up the steps and watched him drive off .'' what the hell happened to you ?'' Emmett came up behind me .taking in my dirty appearance. I had dirt and sand all over me from being tackled and rolling around on the cement and grass at the movie theaters . '' Today has been a really long day .'' I closed the door . '' Like what ?'' Emmett followed me as I walked up the stairs .

''I will tell you after I take a shower .'' I headed up to the bathroom and started the shower , Once the dirt was off and I had everything clean I realized that I was unbelievably sore with bruises developing some on my arms from when Jacob had grabbed me and pinned keeping me off Jessica and then when Jacob had pulled me off of Paul but the rest were from getting tackled . The guys had got me pretty good .

''Now will you tell me why you look like shit ?'' Emmett asked when I came down stairs . '' I may have kinda sorta attacked Jessica Stanley and lost my mind for a little bit .'' I went into the kitchen and got a glass of water .'' what do you mean you kinda sorta lost your mind? and why did you attack Jessica ?" Esme asked me her voice full of concern .

'' well me and Jacob went to the movies and all the different voices were screaming out at me but Jessica was there and she was just talking so bad about me but when she came over with the thought that she had the power to take Jacob but it wasn't until she touched him that I snapped and attacked her.I don't know what happened something just took me over that I couldn't control , I could see everything happening but I could not control it .'' I took a sip of water

'' I do not know what I would have done if it were not for Jacob being able to pull me out it .'' I told them .'' You think it was your being bound to Lisa or your new imprint with Jacob ?" Rosalie asked .'' I don't know .'' I shrugged .'' Maybe both because they both have such a strong effect on me .'' Maybe you can talk about it with Edward maybe he has some ways that you can block all the thoughts out .'' Esme stood up and patted my back effectiontley .'' you hungry ? '' she asked me .

'' No I am just going to go to bed I am really tired .'' I wished everyone goodnight and headed up to bed .