beyond this

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What happened ? '' Edward and Alice rushed into the bathroom .'' I dont know I found her like this when I came home .'' I refused to move out of the way .''Rose I know what i am doing .'' Edward pushed me away .'' go get me some gauze from carlise office ,''he ordered Alice taking my shirt off lisas wrist and replaced it with the gauze .

'' She is going to fine when she wakes up we are just going have to get some blood in her .'' He told me picking her up he carried her to her room .Then we walked down stairs to the living room and sat on the couches .

Alice was thinking that she had only run over to talk to Edward for a minute she didn't think she would hurt herself or that anyone would hurt her in such a short period of time . ''It is not your fault I am the one that can read her mind I should have known .'' I told her they both looked at me strangely.

'' Rose , did you just read her mind ?'' They both looked absolutely flabbergasted .'' Yeah I can read minds now .'' I could not help but smile .'' How?'' Edward's eyes widened .'' part of me being imprinted with Jacob I am a chosen one ,I can also feel what others are feeling.'' I shrugged it off .

'' How does it feel ?'' Edward busted into a huge smile . '' feels fine .'' I shrugged I could not boast like I wanted to because it felt wrong with what had just happened with lissa .'' okay.'' Edward got the memo .'' You should go to bed Lisa wont be ip anytime soon .'' Edward stood up .He was on his way back to Bella's she of course had taken him back . Usually I would have said she was weak for taking him back but he was her true love .I understood that ,They were meant to be together just like me and Jacob were meant for each other .

''Okay I am going to go to bed .'' I yawned .'' see you tomorrow .'' Edward gave me hug goodnight . we were still close friends even if it was not a romantic relationship.

I headed up to my room and changed into my pajamas then laid down in bed thinking about lisa then my mind wondered off to thinking about Jacob.

how is lisa ? jacob must have been thinking about me too .

she is going to be okay , but I am worried about her she is in trouble and I don't know how to help her .I told him i trusted Jacob and I needed to tell him what was going on .

well whatever you need I am here for you I loved having someone as sweet as Jacob to be there for me .

thanks I smiled to myself .

Tell me more about you . jacob told me changing the subject instead of telling him every little things I played a movie of my life in my head for him to see . so he knew everything he needed to know about me .He got to see how I was at the academy he got to see how my mom left me ,how lissa brought me back even my relationship with Edward .which pissed him off pretty bad

He did the same showing me a movie of his whole life .I got to see just how much he had been through I saw his mom died when he was young and that it was hard getting used to his dad being in a chair and that he had to super beautiful sisters that were twins that very much resembled his mother .

Now there was nothing we did not know each other .

You think you will ever go to the academy agian ? explain get your promise mark ?I thought it was a weird question for jacob to ask seeing as wolfs were depressed when they were away from there imprint .

don't know probably not, there is nobody for me to guard besides issa and to be honest I can not think about leaving you .I felt like i was already in love with Jacob as I guess was to be expected .

that is good because I don't want you to leave .

I smiled to myself once agian . I am going to go to sleep, it has been a really long day .

okay do you want to hang out tomorrow ?

Lord knows I wanted to but I wanted to stay home with Lissa .

I would want to come hang out but I really dont want to leave lissa alone right now .I waited for jacobs responce I knew he was not mad but i could tell he was worried about me and lisa .

Okay then I will come to you .

okay

I drifted off to sleep and in the morning I was woken up by Lisa's surge of emotions . I ran to her room .'' What happened to me ?'' she looked at her wrist . '' You don't remember ?'' I checked her thoughts she really had blacked out when she thought about it .''well you apparently tried to kill yourself .'' I rested my hand on her shoulder .

'' what ?'' she looked down at her wrist in pure confusion .'' Don't worry I am not going to leave you ,so you won't hurt yourself anymore .'' I smiled at her and took her down the stairs so I could get her something to eat . '' How are you ?'' Edward came over to us in the kitchen .'' I feel fine , but I don't remember what happened.'' Lissa took a seat at the table . '' well carlise just ran out to hunt he didnt think you would wake up so soon but he should be back any minute .'' Edward handed lissa a glass of blood .

do you think she really forgot ? I nodded it was all black when i searched her head for it . I sat down at the table .

''Esme made you this before she left .'' Edward went to the microwave and pulled out a plate of french toast .'' thanks .'' i grabbed a fork and syrup .'' So how is it going with Bella ?'' I smiled at Edward even though I knew how it was going , Bella had taken him back with loving arms and he was planning on asking her to marry him .'' good , you don't mind if she comes over today do you ?'' he smiled .'' of course not Jacob is supposed to come over today anyway .'' Edward made a face .'' Being imprinted to jacob you must not know just how repulsive he smells.'' I frowned at him .'' repulsive is not a nice word .'' I stuffed some food into my mouth .'' That is so weird what is going on with you guys dating other people and not caring in the least .'' lissa observed .

'' Because we both have our soul mates .'' I shrugged that was pretty much all there was to it Edward was like my brother and bestfriend now of course I did not want him to get hurt by Bella if she did I would probably kick her ass but I knew she wouldn't she was a smart girl and Jacob being imprinted he did not have feelings for any other girl in a romantic way .

when are you coming over ? I sent the thought to Jacob .

Got the day off I could be there as soon as you want me to .

i thought about it ,

come by in a hour and a half I wanted time to look all pretty .'' Rose .'' lissa waved her hand in front of my face .'' What the hell were you in my head !'' lIsa glared at me .

'' nope Rose reads minds of other peoples minds now .'' Edward smirked at me He was enjoying that I could read minds but he was kind of jealous which was pretty damn awesome . '' How did that happened ?''

'' I am imprinted to a the strongest alpha in history .'' I smiled .Today not that was everything was fine I was okay with boasting my imprint was fucking badass and I was proud of it .

'' so you can read minds now ? ''

'' and knows what everyone is feeling .'' Edward added in there .'' Thank you.'' i looked at him and rolled my eyes .

watch her I am going upstairs to take a shower

'' i dropped my plate on the sink and headed upstairs.