beyond this

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I got a message from jacob the other night , it took all of me not to respond especially when I knew he was only at the boundaries of the cullens property . He probably thought I didnt know he was there . But edward could hear his thoughts and I could hear edward no matter how much edward tried to block me out .

Rose ?

Bella said my name telepathically , I looked at her I was barely awake .

" Rosalie and the other cullens will take care of renesmee if something happens to me and I know you have done so much for me already and you will have your own family but every now and then will you check in on her ? I know Esme and Rosalie are both amazing but i want you to have a influence in her life . make sure she doesn't get spoiled to death teach her discipline . How to be confident and powerful.

She smiled at me trying to put on a brave face. She believed she would make it through this but had to set everything up just incase .

" I will always be here , so will you . " I reached over squeezing her hand them wished her goodnight .

The next morning when I came downstairs Bella was on thr phone with her dad . He didnt know she was in town he thought she was in some research center . This was her last time talking to her dad because she would be changedand would not be able to ssee him .

" I will be fine dad . " there was more talking on his side of the phone

" okay I love you too." She hung up snd it was silent in the house .

" hey seth do you mind getting me some blood out the fridge ? " Rosalie usually would have got the blood but she was upstairs talking to edward . I didn't really agree with the conversation of topic but I let it go .

" yeah . " seth who didnt really like to watch bella drink blood but didnt hesitate to go get it . Lately he had been running around doing whatever Bella needed i hadn't realized they were so close .

" are you cold ? " he sat on the side opposite of mine and wrapped his arms around her . I felt strangely awkward sitting there .

I was starting to wonder if seth and Bella had feelings for each other . I know seth respected edward and would not betray him like that but he was beginning to act suspicious .

I am sure edward wasn't oblivious to this thing going on but he had enough to worry about .

jacob ? Meet me at the boundaries of the Cullen house .

I knew it pprobably wasn't the best idea to bring him into this but seth is part of jacobs pack .

I waited there for less then five minutes when jacob showed up wearing nothing but some sweats . He was always so breath taking to look at .

" Rose just shut up for a minute and let me talk . " jacob covered my mouth when I opened it to talk.

" I love you more than anything in world , it is killing me not talking to you , not being near you . I get you being passed off at me and we aren't exactly on the same side but I just need this . " he removed his hand and in one movement pulled me to him and crashed his lips agianst mine .

I melted agianst him and the first time in over a week I felt complete .I missed him so much I wished it was all over already .

We did not break apart until we were both starving for breath . " I love you Rose . " he rested his head against mine and kissed me gently .

" I love you to Jake , but I didnt call you over here to make out as fun as it Is . " I managed a smile for him .

" what is it ? " He pushed some stray hair out of my face .

'' I think that Seth has a thing for Bella as you know , now is not the right time for him to develop feelings for her needed to ask some ones opinion on what to do about it . That someone being you since you are his alpha and friend .'' I smiled up at him .

'' are you serious .'' he looked down at me his arms crossed over his chest . '' yeah .'' I projected my memories of Seth and Bella cuddled up on the couch .

'' Wow .'' Jacob made a face probably at the sight of Bella and you know the fact Seth was cuddled up with her in the first place

'' what should I do ? just leave it ? '' I asked him .

'' I think you should ask him about it and then tell him to back off if he confirms it .'' he shrugged it off and we stood there awkwardly .

'' Look Jacob , I know you probably think Bella's baby will be a monster but I know that it wont be . '' I told him letting go of his hand back to reality where we have a whole mess to deal with .

'' Rose .'' He sighed .'' Jacob i am serious , I felt it , it loves Bella more than anything and real monsters don't love .'' I looked at him hoping it would be enough proof to call this whole thing off and go back inside with me .

'' I wish that were enough be it isn't up to me Sam is making all the decisions right now for the pack and for the reservation . '' He looked down at me sadly and I could feel he was being truthful with me . '' Fine , but let Sam know that I am not backing down that baby might as well be mine because i am not letting anything happen to it or the cullens . '' I pulled him down to me giving him another kiss then walked away back into the cullens .

Edward knew that I was outside talking to Jacob and even though I tried to hide it from him he knew about what and Seth and Bella were both sleep on the couch . I would talk to him later .