heavenly divine - r. suna

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Miya y/n

despite being a Miya triplet I felt alone,
and I think it's crazy. Growing in the womb
with two other living beings, and feeling alone.
I was sitting in my room, it was quiet. Maybe
it was because I was living in America away
from my brothers, or because I didn't
have my music playing.

Living in California you would think
everything is amazing, but let me tell you about
all the girls. They're all so fake and toxic. They
all just want to be famous, and I don't blame
them, but they thing they don't know is how
stressful it is. Being a famous actor and
volleyball player is a lot of pressure.

All these supporters, paparazzi, and family,
yet I feel so alone.

Dad is amazing, he is a famous business
man for some sports company. Mom and
dad are divorced.

it was tough until one day i had enough.
i was walking to my safe place, it was a river.
it wasn't like any other river, the moon
shone above it giving a clear view of
the stars and the way the light reflected
from the water to your face is refreshing.

but all good things come to an end right?
going one night band having to see my
boyfriend with another at my spot. the spot
i didn't show anyone but him. it was
heartbreaking.

i broke up with him. first love and first
heartbreak. i've been doing online
school so i didn't have to get
out of bed.

until i was spontaneous. there was a
show being filmed in japan. hyogo.
right near where my mom lives.
i auditioned, and got in. i had 3
month until they started filming.

so i told my dad, he agreed with
moving across the world to film.
i just had to go home. I know i
would be getting home sick but
i had my brothers with me right?

packing my bags. i bought a ticket.
i didn't want to leaving in two months
i wanted to leave next week.

i told my mom everything, but
i made sure to tell her to keep it a
secret from my brothers. she said
she would leave a spare key somewhere
so i can just walk in.

but the thing was, i didn't know
anything about my brothers. so
i decided to search them up, we
haven't been in contact since dad
and i left when we were 10.

"miya atsumu" i typed.
he was best setter in high school. i might
have to beat him. he also needs to get
rid of the yellow hair. osamu had
better hair.

funny thing is they were following
me already. i guess i just
forgot everyone from my life.

i hit the follow back button and
i went to bed.

——————

dad dropped me off at the airport.
paparazzi everywhere, it was like
they knew i was flying out.

paparazzi 1
"where are you going
miss miya?"

paparazzi 2
"any new projects?"

paparazzi 3
"i'm sorry about your
boyfriend."

i stayed quiet i knew if i talked
it would be used against me
in some way.

i walked into the airport and went
though everything. i was sitting in the
first class seating area, waiting for
my flight to be called.

getting on the plane, preparing for this
long ride.

——————

getting off i had a mask on. maybe
it was because i had a fear of germs
or maybe i didn't want to be spotted.

getting on a train home and trying
to navigate where to go. mom told
me she wasn't at home but i
could use the keys to go inside.

walking up to the front door,
it was just like i remembered.

i took a deep breath before unlocking
the door. bring my luggage inside
and taking my shoes off.

the air was much different compared
to cali. the aura in the house was
welcoming.

i walked to the living room, the
house looks different in the inside.

???
who the fuck are you