heavenly divine - r. suna

28

mom
i'll see you soon right?

y/n
you and the twins could always
come visit me too

mom
remember i might not have
custody of you but you're still
my child. you're free to live here
whenever.

y/n
i love you mom, i don't think
i said it enough.

we arrived at the airport.

she got out and helped me take
the luggage out. it wasn't busy since
it was 3am. i hug her before taking
a deep breath and walking into the
airport.

i guess suna was right, we got
attached and now here i am.
going to california.

———
after getting through check in
and security. i found my gate,
i had about an hour and a half
till my flight boards. my luggage
was sent in so i just had my
backpack.

i had a mask on with a hoodie,
sweats, and a messy bun. it's as going
to be cold i think since it was winter
there.

i was sitting in the first class seating
area.

i started a live stream on instagram.
my airpods in.

y/n
yooo

comments
omg where are you?
where's your family
merry christmas
notice me
can you say hi mia

y/n
i'm at the airport because of
family issues. i think i just
ratted myself out to the
paparazzi. fuck. anyways
if you're paparazzi spend
time with your family please.

comments
kuroo misses you
kenma is lying
hey hey hey

y/n
heyy guys i miss you too
kuroo, kenma, bokuto, and
akaashi but i don't know if
akaashi is on the live.

comments
your movie is amazing
what happened to you and suna
are you going to start making music?

y/n
thank you about heavenly divine,
you guys should go watch it. there's
english subtitles.

i was switching from english to
japanese a lot on my live stream.
a few fans came to take a picture too.

y/n
should i start making music?
i don't know i might start sticking
with volleyball for awhile, then go
back to acting.

i might do in school too. i'll
probably go to a private school
though i don't think i could
manage a public school.

flight attendant
flight 2847 is now
boarding. hyogo to california

y/n
that's my cue to leave so see you
guys later.

i ended the live, before
picking my things up.

———

just sitting in my seat
waiting for the rest of the
people to board.

i was on my phone before
i got a text

kita
merry christmas, have a
safe flight. suna came to your
house earlier with the team.
we watched your live together.

y/n
merry christmas kita-san,
i just have some business to do
i'll come back if i can i don't know.

i turn my phone to airplane
mode before falling asleep.

i thankfully had no one beside
me.

———

after my long flight, i woke up.

picking my bag up, the flight
claps. how weird.

i turn off the music that
came from my airpods,
walking to get my luggage.

it was 3 in the afternoon.
paparazzi were out and taking
pictures i made my way outside
to see my dads car waiting for me.

i get in and i don't smile.

dad
i can't believe the suna boy
you liked was suna rintarō

he says the first thing, not even
a hi, hello, how was the flight?

y/n
it's whatever i guess

dad
finally came to your senses
and fell out of love?

y/n
is that what you did with mom?
just fall out of love when you feel
like it? no i didn't fall out of love.
our families are making us isolate
from eachother.

dad
you'll live a better life here with me

y/n
i want a therapist

dad
i will get you one. you're still
under my custody for one more
year.

y/n
whatever.

———
arriving at the house, my room
was same as it was left.

i look at my home screen wallpaper
a picture of us, and reyna.

y/n
maybe we were meant to be,
or maybe we just convinced
ourselves that we'd last forever.
but at least i got to meet you, such
a heavenly divine person.

i quote myself from my movie.

before crying myself to sleep.