heavenly divine - r. suna

17

it was 9 in the morning,
i got ready for the table
reading today.

putting a bit of makeup
and doing my hair.

putting on a plain white skirt
and a black bustier top. my
black high top converse.

taking my script from my
table and my essentials.

leaving my house i put a mask
on for the train.

———

y/n
"and maybe we were
meant to be, or maybe
we just convinced ourselves
that we'd last forever. but at
least i got to meet you, such a
heavenly divine person."

and with that the table reading was
over after 3 hours.

we all clapped. i was excited
for this movie to come out.

———

on my way home i kept
thinking about coming
back home to america.

maybe i don't belong to
japan. is this really home?

school was tomorrow and
we have practice. i want to
play.

———

another night without being
able to sleep. this time i didn't
want to go to a river. i just went
to my piano.

the only light source available
was my skylight star projector.

i have to prepare myself
for this voice acting.

i have to voice a girl who
can't seem to love herself.
there was a singing part.
i've never really sang in front
of people. i kept to my acting and
volleyball.

i had made a tiktok account
with a weird name already.

sitting at my piano, i started
recording. you couldn't see me
since the lights were off.

y/n
"i do my best to meet her
demands play at romance,
we slow dance, in the living room,
but all a stranger would see is one
girl swaying alone stroking her cheek.

they say "you're a little much for me,
you're a liability, you're a little much
for me."

so they pull back, make other plans
i understand, i'm a liability, get you
wild make you leave.
i'm a little much for
en-na-na-na everyone"

i listened to it over before
captioning it, "liability- lorde"
i didn't put hashtags or anything.

getting back to bed i fall
into deep slumber.

———

i wake up getting ready.

these days seem to repeat itself.

checking my phone before heading
to school with the twins.

my tiktok had 1.2m likes.
that's crazy, people didn't
even know it was me.

tsumu
you should see this girls
tiktok, her voice is hot

samu
i know you kept
replaying it last
night.

y/n
what tiktok?

they show me my tiktok

y/n
lol

samu
i know you did not
just say lol out loud

y/n
my voice is hot ig

tsumu
no way that's you, give
me your phone.

giving him my phone to open
tiktok he sees the account.

tsumu
bye- i sent it to the
group chat last night
and everyone was commenting
on your post. i even commented,
"hey lol check dms"

samu
i- no words i respectfully
said your voice was beautiful

y/n
thanks i guess i have to
prepare for a voice acting
gig i just got and they're
making me sing.

tsumu
your singing voice, talking
japanese voice, and english
voice all sound different

y/n
yeah i get that a lot,
japanese my voice is higher.
singing my voice is more
breathy like

samu
check the comments

comments

sunarin: hey lol
kitashin: you have a
beautiful voice
arano: your voice is amazing
makagi: purr miss girl
samu: can you cook?
tsumu: check your dms😉

y/n
well that's interesting.

we walked to school while
i hung out with hina

———
hina
i can't believe your tiktok
got famous of you signing
and the team just all commented

y/n
it's no big deal i'm already famous

hina
one day i'll be big like you and
we will have gigs together

y/n
i already have a gig for you.
at the ball. my one request
is for you to play sweater
weather on the violin

hina
i'll make it dramatic

y/n
PLEASE DO