heavenly divine - r. suna

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we were at the premier of my
movie, heavenly divine. i was
with hina because i haven't seen
suna in weeks. no texts, calls, he
hasn't even gone to school.

i asked samu about it and
he said that suna got a new
number and he is sick.

that made my heart drop,
what happened to our forever?

i was on the red carpet taking
pictures with the cast and hina.

she's been an amazing support,
i've never been so happy to have
an amazing friend like her. her
and samu are dating now, he asked
her at the ball, in the back garden.

i felt alone again.

i had a few interviews

news reporter
there was news articles
if you running out of the ball
with suna rintarō your families
competitor. what is your relationship
with him?

my heart dropping a bit, i hesitated
before answering their questions.

y/n
he's a great person i think he's
amazing. there's not much to it
i guess

news reporter
you guess?

y/n
yes now have a good evening

i walk to the cast who is
having a great time with
hina. we all walk into the
movie theatre, ready to
watch heavenly divine.

we got our seats i was
sat beside zami, and hina.
i was sharing a popcorn with
her and i had my iced tea in the
cup holder. my phone on my lap
it was on silent, but i was hoping
to feel that vibration meaning i got a
text. i hoped it was rin.

it never was, throughout the
whole movie. it was just my
manager saying some shows
and movies opportunities i
could be apart of.

we were at the part where they
kiss in the rain and his parents
catches them. i couldn't watch it
anymore, i didn't want to get up,
but i didn't want to watch it.

i zoned out, started thinking of
my own little world. what it would
be like if suna and i got married.

———

everyone started clapping, as the cast
went to the bottom and bowed. we were
all smiling there was no point for me to
stay in japan. if you asked me 4 months
who i got a role in japan and i moved there
i would tell you i want to go right home
after.

we all left to go home, hina was
staying over but with samu.

i was happy for them, they found
someone they love.

hina gets in her brand new car
she bought after working hours on
end. i helped pay a bit because i wanted
to thank her for everything.

i have yet to get my license here.

arriving at home i was surprised
the twins, and mom where in the
kitchen congratulating me for
heavenly divine.

samu made me a cake and it was
beautiful.

i hug them.

y/n
thank you for everything

tsumu
when is it coming out though

y/n
christmas and today is only
the 19th.

samu
well are you going to take a bite
of the cake i worked so hard on?

y/n
duh

i cut open a slice and take a bite,
it was red velvet. i smiled before
thanking them again and saying i'll
be in my room. they went off to do
their own thing.

i got changed out of my clothes and into
my pyjamas.

it's been awhile since i've last sung
on tiktok, i've usually just posted
with the cast, hina, or the twins.

i set the cake slice on my bed side
table before getting up to my piano.

i set my phone down and started
finding the right chords.

the room was dark again, and lonely.
my led lights on the lowest setting of
blue. my skylite on purple stars.

i put the video for 60
seconds and started
recording.

y/n
"and if you have a minute, why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know?
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go somewhere only we know?
somewhere only we know?"

i end the video. cutting it down
so it's at the right part of just me
singing and playing piano.

i sigh before captioning it

"somewhere only we know ig"

i hesitate before pressing post.

i turned my phone off before eating the
rest of my cake and watching some
anime before bed.