heavenly divine - r. suna

7

it was 3 am, i was still up.
not because of homework, more
like memories kept haunting my
thoughts.

i decided to sneak out. walking
over to a river near the house. it
reminded me of the one back
at home. it just didn't have the
bad memories attached to it.

sitting down on the sand i pull
out my phone to listen to music.

somewhere only we know starts
playing. i bring my knees up and
wrap my arms out them, resting
my head.

suna
what are you doing here

just from the voice i knew
who it was. suna.

y/n
i needed a breather,
this reminds me of
home.

suna
twins are too becoming
too much for you?

y/n
no, just wondering some
good things have to end.

you know, something about
you is so familiar.

suna
oh yeah i can say the same
thing about you, but i mean
you are famous.

i laugh.

y/n
do you hate me?

suna
no, i just cant be friends
with someone like you.

y/n
how so?

suna
i don't want to get attached
then you move all the way back
to america.

something about his voice,
it changed. it was like he was
telling the truth, yet lying.

y/n
why are you here?

suna
i'm always up this late,
i just wanted to walk around and
i found this.

he comes to sit down beside me

y/n
why does my world feel like
it's crashing down on me?

suna
i don't know, shorty.
maybe you should grow.

y/n
i'll have you know, i am
5'7 and that is taller than
average height in females in
america.

suna laughs, i rest my head on his
shoulder.

y/n
don't worry, i'm not moving
anytime soon.

suna
i'll walk you home.

we were walking in comfortable
silence, my music playing in the
back.

"it's not the same anymore" rex
orange county sings. it related.
it's not the same anymore, i'm just
moving foward.

———

arriving at my door

y/n
thank you for not letting me
be alone i guess

suna
it's no problem really

y/n
here is my number, don't you
dare leak it, and text me when
you get home. i want to know
if you got home safe.

———
xxx xxx xxxx
4:16 am

xxx xxx xxxx
lol hey it's suna, i got
home safe. i'll be going to bed now.
goodnight, y/n.

y/n changed xxx xxx xxxx to rin

y/n
hey, that's good. sweet dreams, suna.

———

laying down in my bed with
my star projector facing my
ceiling.

and for the first time in awhile,
my life felt at ease.