heavenly divine - r. suna

29

it's been 3 years.

i've yet to visit my family back
in hyogo. i don't even use my
phone anymore.

i got a new number because
my old sim card doesn't work
in america.

i moved out once i turned 18.
i'm now living in an apartment.

i graduated high school online.

i've been in so many movies and
shows, i stopped playing volleyball
a few months ago. i have yet to make
any music though, i've been writing
songs but i haven't shown any
to anyone.

i got an email from my manager that,
they were planning on making a sequel
to heavenly divine in a few months.

we were going to have a meeting,
in a week. i booked a 3 day trip for
hyogo japan, and went to pack.

that was when i decided
to call my manager.

manager
are you okay anything wrong?

y/n
hey, i was thinking on
producing a song.

manager
i think that's amazing.

y/n
yeah so can you set up
something for making
music for tomorrow or
the day after. it's saturday
right now and i have a flight
on tuesday.

manager
i'll see what i can do.

she hangs up.

i check my instagram, for
the first time in awhile.

maybe i should branch out
to new things.

i set my phone down to
be filmed. my piano against
the wall window.

using the mic samu gave me
a few years ago, i started recording.

y/n
"i wanna love me
the way that you love me
ooh, for all of my pretty,
and all of my ugly too
i'd love to see me from your
point of view
i wanna trust me
the way that you trust me
oh cause nobody ever loved
me like you do
i'd love to see me from your
point of view"

i end it, rewatching it. the way my
fingers gently press on the keys of
the piano. my gentle voice singing
acoustic.

i caption it "back on insta ig, i think
i'll call this song pov." I never really
got into music that much. maybe
things will turn around? who knows
if singing is actually for me.

i press post, with likes and
comments flowing in. i post
it on my story. i shut my phone
off

———

back in hyogo japan

sunas pov with the
japans team

tsumu
i wonder if this year y/n is
going to come back

aran
stop trying she moved on with
her life

bokuto
she just posted something
for the first time in 5 months.

we circle around him and his phone.
she started playing piano softly,
before she started singing.

it was like she was singing
about someone. i wished
it was me.

the video ended

tsumu
is she making music?

hinata
if you missed her that
much why didn't you just
visit her?

tsumu
i didn't want to barge
in

suna
but didn't she do that
before?

tsumu
but she had a reason.
why do you miss her too?

suna
nah i've been over her
remember i'm with yui now

tsumu
y/n is still better

suna
you're just being bias because
she's your sister

ushijima
get back to practice

tsumu
ok ushi gushi my pu-

ushijima
i'll tell the press you harassed me

we all start laughing.