We sat down and Lincoln was already in his seat, the class went on and I headed towards Home Ec, Lincoln falling into step with me.
'Do you have home ec?' He asked and I nodded.
'Good, we finally have a class together.' He sounded relieved and I was happy that we had a class together. We even got partnered together and started working, or I worked and he did minimum and watched me which I was okay with. 'You're so beautiful when you're cooking.' I froze and looked at him for a moment, his eyes were soft and he watched me quietly. I didn't say anything just went back to working on the apple slices for the crumble. We worked and he cleaned up while I put the crumble into the oven. There were only girls besides the two of us in this class and I could hear them gossip about the both of us. We moved to the edge of our kitchen station and Lincoln stood next to me his fingers brushed mine at out sides.
'Did I upset you?' I shook my head. 'Then what's wrong? You don't have a lot of expressions but your eyes always give me a hit. They're sad now.'
'You said you loved me.' I whispered looking over his shoulder no one was paying attention to us.
'Of course.'
'Why? Do you love me because I'm pretty?' He frowned and gripped my shirt tightly.
'I've loved you since we were kids.' I looked up at him his eyes searching mine. 'Don't ever question my love.' He growled and that dangerous look crossed his eyes for a moment before he pulled away and I quickly moved to the oven to pull the dish out. We ate quietly together, he seemed pretty pissed, he didn't say anything just left when the bell rang and I headed to history. I did my work and headed to the library when I was done, I sat in my spot and looked out the window, I heard loud footsteps. I looked over to see Lincoln standing there looking pissed. 'You're hiding from me.' He growled and I stood up. He stalked towards me and pulled me back into the corner, away from the window, into the shadows.
He grit his teeth before pushing me down onto my knees and shoved his fingers in my mouth again, his fingers exploring, pressing against my cheeks, my tongue. He pulled on my tongue, opening my mouth, my eyes were watering from his finger nearly touching the back of my throat. He let it go and held onto my throat again, his free hand unbuttoning his jeans and he pulled out... My eyes widened at the semi hard on, it was huge, and it was only a semi!
'Open your mouth.' He said and I looked up at him, opening my mouth and it touched my tongue. The skin was soft and I closed my lips around it, making him hiss out. 'Watch your teeth.' He growled as his hand moved to both grip my hair tightly. I winced and ran my tongue the length. I had no idea what I was doing and the one time I had watched someone give a blow job I didn't really understand but I tried my best, I heard him hiss and curse until he gripped my hair tightly and pushed himself to the back of my throat. My mouth was filled and I started choking until he pulled out and I spat across the floor, choking and trying to breath. I heard him zip his pants up and he knelt in front of me, pulling on my hair to make me look at him. His thumb pushing against my lips before he kissed me harshly. 'You're good at that.' He pulled me to my feet and kissed me. I looked up at him and he stared at me. 'I'm sorry...' He muttered looking away.
'It... It's okay, just my throat hurts now.'
He ran his thumbs along my throat making me tilt my head back and kissing my throat, kissing up until he reached my lips.
'I'll buy you a milk shake on the way home.'
'Can you get me pudding from the cafeteria?' He hummed and looked at his watch.
'If I run I can probably still get one. Do you have study period until the end of the day?'
'Yeah.'
'I have a study period next before Engineering and then practice. I'll be back.' He said running off and I sat down in my chair and looked over in the corner at the stains on the carpet from where I spat his... stuff. I touched my lips, this was the first time I'd ever done anything like this, he was always so rough when he was angry and even though I cried because of it I didn't hate it. Does that make me sick? I thought about if someone else were to do those things when they got mad and I hated it, I want to scrub my skin thinking about it. My phone buzzed and I picked it up.
'They don't have any pudding left, what else do you want?'
'Do they have spearmint milk?'
'I'll ask hold on.' He said before I heard a muttering of him and then something from someone else. 'They don't have that either, they have strawberry.' I hummed, I don't like strawberry that much.
'Do they have custard?'
'Nah.' I was quiet as I took a deep breath.
'Strawberry milk then I guess.'
'I'll be there soon.' He said before hanging up and I waited for his return, the bell ringing before he came back. 'Sorry, they didn't have anything you wanted, this was the best I could get. I'll make it up to you on the way home tonight.' He said kissing my head and dropping down to his knees between mine as he handed me the strawberry milk carton and a straw.
'Can I have pudding cups?'
'Sure babe, we can stop at the store on the way home.' He opened the flap where you put the straw for me when I couldn't get it and watched as I drank it slowly before putting it to the side and I looked at him.
'I don't mind the rough biting but... I don't like doing that, I mean I will but don't make me do that when you're angry, it makes me feel dirty, like when I'm on my knees, its like... like you're punishing me.' He looked at me surprised as I looked down at him.
'Yeah, babe I'm sorry, you know I don't mean to make you feel like that I just, I didn't want to bite you again and that was the only thing I could think of next without...'
'It's okay, I know but I mean, if I tell you the things I don't like then you'll try and not do them right?'
'Yes, I promise. I'm sorry.' He said and I moved down to sit next to him and he put his arm around my shoulders pulling me in and kissing my head. 'Are you okay?' I nodded and curled against him, falling asleep quickly. It was a solid sleep that had no dreams and I was only woken up when he had to head off to his next class. 'I've got to head straight to the locker room to get my uniform and everything, take this.' He said pulling his hoodie off and passing it too me. 'You can wear it if it gets cold again today.'
'If you keep giving me your jumpers and not taking them home then you won't have any.' I mumbled into the jumper as I hugged it, he smelt so good.
'It's alright, I like seeing you in my jumpers, I'd like to see you naked in my shirts too but that falls into another day category.' He smiled and kissed me before heading off.
