c l o u d s

eighteen;

[a couple of days later]

her: hey mr fooda,

him: mhmm..

her: why did you do this to me?

him: do what?

her: why did you tell sophia you were single and you weren't interested in a relationship?

him: what? umm...

him: i..

her: are you ashamed of me?

him: no no no.. hey dont cry.. i am sorry, i just felt sorry for her.

her: or do you feel sorry for me?

him: no no no. i don't it was all just-

her: nick, you kissed her.

him: it was a friendly kiss. i wasn't thinking straight and she was all over me and i just thought it would be okay and i kissed her she wanted more but i didn't give her.

her: oh.

him: i am sorry.

her: dont be. you didn't mean it.

her: actually nick, i am sorry.

him: why are you sorry?

her: i am sorry i am messed up sorry you have to put up to me, sorry you have to go through all these things with me, sorry i am worthless, sorry you are ashamed of me, sorry. i am sorry for so-

him: i love you.

her: you know i love you more.

him: i really do know.