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forty-six;

[twenty-two days later]

her: its been such a long time since i wrote i am sorry, but these days cant get any better, i dont think i eve like ever tell you about the bad parts in my day because i focus on the good which is spending it with you, oh and remember ashley? the girl that used to bully me and you scared her away and stuff then turns out she likes you and other stuff well, she called me today, said she was sorry and she wants to be friends. i panicked, and ended the call. oh and ive been to this therapist after you left, only once though, my bud said i needed it so i just like was like ok and i aint going back there ever. he thought it would be good for me because after you left ive been getting panic attacks but now i am okay. hope you are.