c l o u d s

forty-five;

[nine days later]

her: every time i think of you it brings tears to my eyes. i dont know why but i just really miss you teddy bear. i am about to do a surgery, i am sorry i didn't tell you and its not that big of a surgery its just like a minor one and stuff and it would take a couple of hours and i am done, just the blood clot thingies. i havent told your sister, she seems happy today but then she's having trouble in relationships i think, i wish you were here to give her your good advice but i think your big sister is helping her. i hope your okay teddy. i love you lots.