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thirty-nine;

[after several hours]

her: sigh. i just miss him so much, why does he have to go? why cant i do something to help him. why was i such a wimp and just left crying my eyes out? i could've stayed, i could've talked to him more often to savor every moment i spend with him. but no. i didn't do any of that, i am so dumb. just come back already nick. i regret so many things i haven't done with you. i am utterly sorry.