𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 » tom holland

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-Your pov-

Yesterday I fell asleep while watching a movie with the girls. I slept pretty early cuzz I was tired so today I woke up early. When I woke up none of the girls we're awake, they all we're snoring next to me in my bed. I fined a note that Nick wrote for me. When i readed it I looked for the papers of the song and when I did found that I immediately readed it cuz I was really curious about it! 

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I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to

This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me...

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes

I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around

For now the day bleeds

Into nightfall

And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But now the day bleeds

Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

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I litteraly cried while reading it, this was beautifaul, gogeous! I went straight to Nick's room, I ran in without knocking. He was still sleeping but I didn't care. I ran to him, jumped on his bed and fall in his arms while hugging him. He shook awake and was pretty confused. N: "Liz?" Y: "Mhm." N: "Whats go- are you crying ?! Everything is okay?!" Y: "I-I just r-read your s-song!" N: "Oh.. you don't like it, don't you." Y: "YOUR CRAZY?! IT'S PERFECT! NICK, THIS ARE FUCKING HAPPY TEARS YOU DUMBASS!" N: "Awhh did my little song made you cry?" He said while pouting while wrapping his arms also around me. I slightly puched him and we both laughed. N: "But for real, did u really like it so much?" "Nick, I love it!" I said while facing him and looking in his eyes. He gave me a warm smile and I returned one back before resting my head on his shoulders again. We stayed like that for a few minutes before some people shouted our name to come downstairs.

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Right now we're playing truth or dare. It's now Addi's turn to ask someone, I have a strong feeling that she's gonna choose Nick. All of a sudden, I was right. Addi: "Nick! Truth or dare?" I just poured some water in a glass and sat back on the table we're everyone was. N: "Hmm, truth!" I was tirsty so I taked some sips from my glasses. Addi: "Right... Who is your celebrity crush?" N: "Easy! Maddison Beer ofc!" That's when I spilled all the water from my mouth. Th: "Lizzy! Whatch out!" Y: "Did you just said Maddison Beer?!" N: "Uhh, yeah. I mean she's k-kinda h-hot tho." I felt my own fucking face drop. Chase: "Lizzy, we get it, your jalouse but that's not a reason to spill all your water from your mouth!" Y: "I'm not jalouse, not at all, I mean you can have a celebrity crush right? But Maddison Beer isn't a celebrity, how do you even know here?" I asked turning my face to Nick's. N: "Your kidding right?" Ry: "Lizz, everyone does know Maddison Beer, who doesn't know her?!" Y: "No, I don't get it! How tf do y'all know Maddison Beer?!" N: "She's a fucking singer!" This is the second time in 2 minutes that my face dropped. Michael: "Oh come on, don't act like you didn't knew! Then how do you know Maddison?" I immediately faced Michael. Y: "That doesn't matter." Mich: "See! Now your pretending like you know everything about her but you actually know nothing about here!" Y: "Maddison Beer? Oh, believe me, I know Maddison Beer!" Mich: "Then how do you know about her, when you didn't know she was famous?!" Right now I was looking just outside for already a few minutes. Y: "I told you, it doesn't matter!" Mich: "Just tell us how tf you know about her!" Now he got me angry, I felt a few tears coming in my eyes so I stood up from my chair while yelling at him. Y: "I FUCKING TOLD YOU IT DOESN'T MATTER! GET THE GOD DAMN SENCE!" I felt tears streaming against my cheeck while I yelled. I ran upstairs to my room, leaving the rest of hype there. When I got to my room I closed my door really hard. I ran to my bed and sat there crying my eyes out. I picked my phone and opened spotify. I clicked on my sad playlist and listened to the songs while crying. I know fans could see witch song or playlist I was listening but I didn't care.

◂Sad :)▸

You broke me first - Tate Mcrae

It's you - Ali Gatie

Deep End - Fousheé

feel something - Bea Miller

Lonely - Justin Bieber, Benny Blanco

I Just Wanna Feel Something - Asiah, Maya Mae

Done - Elephants in the room

Before You Go - Lewis Capaldi

Train Wreck - James Arthur

High Enough - K.Flay

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-A/N-

Thanks y'all for reading!

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