pretty boy ; semishira

[1] fanboy

11:30pm.

that was the time shirabu's night class ended every night. as he grabbed his coat and his keys, he waved to his colleagues before heading out the door and into his car. he started it up, immediately turning on the radio. a his lips curled into a smile as his favorite song by his favorite band came on— 'waitin for you' by eve luvers. he turned up the volume, driving off to his apartment.

   this was pretty much shirabu's daily routine. he pulled into the parking lot, parking in his assigned parking lot. he sat in his car for a little more, exhausted from school. i mean, that's understandable for someone who's been in medical school for five years. he stepped out his car, double checking the doors were locked. about two years ago, shirabu left his car doors unlocked with his wallet inside, and someone had broke in and stole it, so he was extra cautious with his car. shirabu walked into his apartment, unlocking the front door, setting his keys on the table immediately walking to bedroom, changing into some comfortable clothes before he flopped on the bed grabbing the remote beside him. "youtube." he said into his remote.

   on command, the tv took the boy to youtube. shirabu didn't even have to search what he wanted to watch, his recommended videos were flooded with videos of eve luvers; recording of concerts, backstage clips, interviews, behind the lyrics videos.. any video witty the band in it, you can guarantee he already watched the video. it was obvious he was a huge fanboy. eventually he ended up falling asleep ten minutes into the video. he was tired after all.

   meanwhile, a couple miles away the silver haired male sits outside, strumming one of his guitars just to please the ears of people walking by. boy did he love to play. "semi eita i love your music!!" a woman who looked about nineteen cooed at him. "thank you." he smiled at her as she walked away.

   semi admired all his fans, if it wasn't for them, he wouldn't have been where he was now.

   after receiving a few tips and taking selfies with some fans he headed to his apartment that he happened to share with his girlfriend. he walked into his home to see that all lights were turned off. her car was outside, but it looked like nobody was home? semi was confused but it didn't bother him too much. he took off his shoes at the door, walking into the bedroom, his eyes almost buldging out of his head analyzing the scene. "what the-?"

   the bedroom was destroyed. most of semi's clothes from the closet was tore up or bleached, pictures of the couple had been shattered, pillow stuffing coating the floor, meanwhile his 'girlfriend' sat there. "what is this?" semi shouted. "theres an article about you online!! saying you're bisexual???" she shouted back.

   "yeah so?" semi shrugged. "what about it?"
his girlfriend stood up, throwing her phone at semi. "you can't be bisexual! that's wrong!" she fumed. semi furrowed his brows, getting angry. 'not this again', he thought to himself. although he was rather upset, he stayed quiet. the girl shook her head pointing to the door. "eita, get out. we're done. when you strictly like women, like me, text me."

   semi just left, only grabbing his guitar. everything else he had was destroyed. he drove off into the night tears falling down his face. he had already been through something like this, he didn't want to relapse. he had just parked his car in an empty alleyway. "guess i'm sleeping in my car tonight." he muttered to himself as he adjusted his seat. if he really wanted to, he could just rent an apartment the next day, but he hated being alone. he always liked to have someone close to him; platonically or romantically, it didnt meant. he then began to doze off, humming to himself.

the next morning semi woke up, his neck aching horribly. well, that was because of the position he slept in, but obviously he couldn't help that he didn't have anywhere to stay. he couldn't stay with his other band members because they all had their own girlfriends or boyfriends and semi didn't want to barge in there. he didn't really keep in contact with his friends highschool either so it'd be really awkward to ask for a place to stay. and he didn't get along with his parents so, that was a big no. he started up his car driving through japan, blasting the radio. that's what he needed right now. as much as he loved music, he loved listening to music even more. that's how he got inspired to make his own afterall. he stopped by a park for a few minutes to just relax, but ended up staying longer than expected when some of his fans wanted pictures, his signature or just to talk to him.

   honestly, semi didn't treat his fans like fans,  and treated them more like friends somewhat. he was always eager to interact with them. he finally excused himself as he started to get hungry. he hopped back into his car driving around the city. while driving around he was think of writing a song; based on getting kicked out his girlfriends house. "she kicked me out.. that'd be a good song title, eita." he chucked to himself.

   he often found himself saying his own name or talking to himself, but he just assumed everyone talked to themselves. he had stopped at a nearby cafè which he had heard about before. he was just in the mood for an ice coffee. taking his seat, he pulled out his phone scrolling through his socials. his now, ex girlfriend had blocked him on every social media platform. expected. he didn't care too much about the breakup, they had only been dating for about three months, it hurt more that she didn't except him. but it was whatever. it gave semi a good idea to write a song so that was good for him.

   he sighed heavily, getting a bit more comfortable in his seat. a waitress had came to his table taking his order and back to the kitchen to make his drink. this might be semi's life forever. he'll probably live in his car forever. he then updates his relationship status on all social medias and puts down hos phone.