His Wife

Chapter 39

Standing here about to argue with Dan in nothing but my thong undies and his joggers push to his thighs and his member glistening from our lovemaking was by no means the way to end the night, but I was far beyond being rational or considerate of what is right and what is wrong.

Just last night we had chat for hours on the phone, sharing so much and offering up our love with my wishing he was not miles away in another country only to see him back here two days before schedule and lock in Estelle's embrace.

I was far from being compliant now that he was through giving me another glorious experience of sexual gratification. I was upset that I was so soft and pliable to his touch and kisses, but no longer was I going to be his gullible little sex toy, well considering how I was hook on both him and his cock I best get my act together if I plan for that to be more than just mere thoughts.

I watch as his expression became closed and his eyes unreadable as he pulls his jaggers up and righted his merino. He took slow steps towards me as if gathering himself. I fold my hands across my chest as I stare at him hoping I was capable to handle the battle that was raging between us.

"Maybe we could add your little lover boy Kameel and have an orgy," he said his voice low and hard.

He was upset but I was there wondering why. I was the one who should be upset not him. I had nothing going on with Kameel when he on the other hand seem to can't get himself away from his mistress.

"I don't like you're taste in women!" I said with a disgusted frown. "So count me out."

He gave a humorless laugh as he came closer causing me to have to tilt my head to look up at him much to my annoyance.

"I came back two days early so that I could get to be with you but I guess your old fire stick was much more adept in blazing your fire."

"Wow," I scoff, "Lucky for you you're the one who got to benefit, and from your reaction just now to what transpires between us a few minutes ago you sure as hell had fun at Kameel's expense."

I saw his body tense but I was too caught up in my feelings to care so I continue.

"I might be a lasp in your judgment but I am not some idiot you feed some bull and I swallow with a pinch of salt, yuh hear mi," I said trying to find the strength to not cave in again under the emotions that left me chagrin. "I can't for the love of me wonder why I am so stupid."

I felt one tear slid down my cheek to be followed by another. I took in a shaky breath to steady my composure but it was effortless.

"Les come on you're not stupid," he said softly reaching for me but I step away.

"You're right stupid don't begin to cover it. I believed you when you said you love me and Estelle was you're past, but tonight I stood and watch as you and her were locked away in a room in each other's face. I wonder what would have happened if yuh weren't interrupted. I was so ashamed when Kameel showed me the both of you. I was so torn."

"How convenient of him and so darn fortunate too because he was there with open arms to save the night," Dan laugh as I frown at him wondering where was the humor. "Man have to giv him his props."

He shook his head then look at me long and hard before he said.

"I work double-time so that I could get the engineers to fix the glitch that was preventing the programmers in getting the crash dummies that Mitsubishi wanted to test the next phase of their program for the new line of electronic cars they are looking to put on the overseas market in May so that I could get back to you, not to Estelle.

I did not make you aware however because at one point it seems I would have to work with my original plan of returning home. I called you and even text you when I realize I would be able to get back home early as I desired. I got no reply. I got only your final message to me telling me you would be at Kameel's mother's memorial. I got off the plane and headed here for you after I pick up my car, not for Estelle. It just happens as I came searching for you I ran into her.

Being in that room with Estelle was purely platonic and whether she was planning to manipulate the situation as your good friend Kameel did it would have been futile because I meant it when I said I would never let you down. I want you and our child, no one else. I love you."

I felt my heartbeat with a thousand emotions as I stood there looking at him his words lace with sincerity. I felt low and ashame for misjudging him and close my eyes as I felt stupid for being so jealous and insecure. I was not handling being in love too well.

"It is late go and get yourself clean up and get some rest. Search through the dresser draws you'll find t-shirts and boxers you can sleep in."

He kisses me on the forehead before he walks away leaving me standing there feeling lower than the ground. The tears ran down my cheek hot and scalding as I walk to the bathroom.

It was obvious that Kameel played the game and played it well turning me into an unwilling fool. How he must be thinking that I was a common fool ready to be lead around because I was too insecure to trust the man that I love wholeheartedly.

As I walk up to the cut mirrors place in the doors of the walnut cabinet with its silver curved handles that stood above the face basin that was lined with long rectangular tiles of deep brown around its rim to give it a board finish matching that of the floor and the base of the stand-in shower glass enclosure I saw my shame reflecting in my eyes that I was so quick to let down Dan and grasp the worst.

I sigh as I took from a whicker space saver that stood beside the face basin a wash rag that was neatly rolled with others and matching towels, I paused as I see sitting on its top-shelf between glass candle holders another photo of us. I stare at it, there I was in his embrace held lovingly under the canopy of lights in the tent where our reception was held my heart sink further. I slip off my panty walk to the shower and proceed to bathe away my regret and my despair.

Estelle might not have won Dan but I might have lost him with my gullibility and my being naive to the unscrupulous ways of Kameel the one person I thought I could have trust seeing he was always there for me back when we lived in Junction Street.

I was surprised to see Dan standing inside of the ajar bathroom door now wearing boxer shorts and holding one of the fluffy towels open, like a needy child I pull the enclosure and walk into his awaiting frame and let him wrap me in the towel.

"Baby am so sorry," I said looking up at him.

"Sshhh darling," he said softly as he led me to the huge king bed where the sheets were turned over and waiting, he dried my body tuck me in then he took my discard clothes and towel to the bathroom when he slips in beside me I slip his boxer shorts off his hips and without question he took it off completely naked was how I wanted us to be.

He kissed me long and gently before he nestles me closer and we drift off to sleep.
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