Mafuyu x Uenoyama [one shots]

💧Scars💧

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⚠️Self Harm TW⚠️

Mafuyu sat criss crossed in his unmade bed, staring at the sheets that have been pushed to the end of it. The noise of the heater ran in the background, causing his tapestries and pictures that hung loose to sway a bit.

He wipes his tears off his face, looking over to the mirror, staring back at his shirtless self, seeing all the old scars from a few years ago. Mafuyu cringes and turns away, shuddering out of disgust.

His fingers begin to fidget as he stares into nothing, not really thinking of anything, honestly. His mind was blank, yet full of so much at the same time.

A knock echoed through the door, grabbing Mafuyu's attention in that direction. The door opens slightly, only for Uenoyama to peek his head inside.

"Mafuyu?" he mumbles, fully stepping inside, closing the door behind him. Mafuyu looks back down to the bed, a feeling of embarrassment and shame washes over him.

Uenoyama slowly walks over to the end of the bed, pulling the sheets off of it so he could hop on. Uenoyama sits across from Mafuyu- studying him. He wasn't able to tell what he was feeling, but the silence was louder than ever.

"Mafuyu.." Uenoyama mutters, holding his hand out in front of him. He carefully places it on Mafuyu's thigh, causing Mafuyu to squint tightly. Uenoyama takes his hand off and scoots closer to Mafuyu.

"Will you look at me, please?" Uenoyama asks, leaning his head to the side to see Mafuyu's shut-tight eyes.

Mafuyu gulps and sluggishly turns his head over to Uenoyama's. He opens his eyes, exposing his tears that trickled down into his lap.

"Can I touch you?" Uenoyama asks lowly.

Mafuyu nods his head, allowing Uenoyama to embrace him slowly. Warmth fills Mafuyu from head to toe, allowing him to break into a sob. Uenoyama runs his hands up and down Mafuyu's back, feeling the goosebumps as his hands trail along.

Uenoyama tries to pull away, only for Mafuyu to grip tighter onto Uenoyama's t-shirt.

"Please don't let me go.." Mafuyu whispers coldly.

"Ok.. I won't."

The two stay still for another few minutes. Uenoyama pulls his head away, staring into Mafuyu's red, puffy eyes. He looks down his shoulders, arms and hands- seeing the faded white scars that followed.

"Mafuyu.." Uenoyama mumbles, looking down at them.

"They're ugly, I know," Mafuyu turns his head away in shame, the hairs sticking up from the back of his neck.

Uenoyama trails his hand along Mafuyu's forearm, lifting it up gently. He rubs it along his cheek and begins kissing all over his arm.

"They aren't ugly," Uenoyama kisses.

Mafuyu widens his eyes. It felt as if small bursts of electricity shocked him every time Uenoyama's lips met with his arm.

"They aren't ugly," Urnoyama repeats himself, beginning to tear up with Mafuyu. He looks up to see Mafuyu's tears uncontrollably streaming down his face.

He smirks softly and rubs his thumb across his cheek, wiping them dry. Uenoyama places his forehead against Mafuyu's and says one more time..

"They aren't ugly."

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author's note
there has been so much fluff lately, i had the itch to write an angst ˙ ͜ʟ˙

i hope you cried. i hope you cried so much.

im kidding.. kinda :D

OK WHO ELSE WATCHED THE GIVEN MOVIE THO??? SO DAMN GOOD HOLY SH- ugh i hope they write a mf season two!!

anyways,

love yall <3

ps. check out my banana fish one shots ~(˘▾˘~)