Mafuyu x Uenoyama [one shots]

💧Destructive💧

requested by: @amandazzz333

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⚠️Suicide Attempts & Self Harm  TW⚠️

"Uenoyama..?" Mafuyu calls from outside the bathroom door, continuously knocking on it.

Uenoyama grips the sink edge, looking to the floor. He lifts his head back up and stares at himself in the mirror, wondering what the hell was wrong with him.

He looks to the razor blades that sat on a small shelf nearby, grabbing one. Uenoyama didn't cry, didn't feel afraid.. just felt numb. He existed, that was it.

He holds it over his wrist, and begins to do something he knew he would regret.

Mafuyu continues to knock on the door quickly, panicking because he just knew what Uenoyama was doing. "Uenoyama OPEN UP," he screams.

Mafuyu begins to throw himself against the door, hoping to break it open. As soon as it busts, he rushes in, seeing Uenoyama sitting on the floor against the bathroom walls.

"Uenoyama what did you do," he says, sitting on his knees, grabbing Uenoyama's face.

Uenoyama slowly flutters his eyes open and smiles faintly. "I love you," he mumbles.

"Uenoyama please don't leave me like he did. Please. I need you, you're everything to me," Mafuyu panics. He stands up quickly and reaches for the cloth that hung on a towel rack, pressing it against Uenoyama's wrist.

"Stop.. let me go," Uenoyama mutters.

Mafuyu holds the cloth in place with one hand, and holds Uenoyama's face in the other, pressing his forehead against his. "I'm not letting you go. I love you, Uenoyama-kun."

Uenoyama smirks and closes his eyes. "Why? I'm not.. good.. eno-"

"Shut up. Listen to me," Mafuyu interrupts. "You are everything to me, I cannot lose you. Please don't compare yourself to him.. I love you more than I ever did him, ok?"

Uenoyama nods his head and slumps his free-hand over Mafuyu's shoulder. "I'm so sorry," he apologizes.