High Enough || DreamNotFound

Seperate for Now

Dream's Pov:

After our moment on the Ferris wheel, George and I went over to find the car so that we could head home. I walked over to my side of the car and started driving home. The whole car ride how was mentally draining. All I could think about were ways I would be able to tell George.

Time skip
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When we arrived home, I walked over to my room and closed the door behind me.

George, I love you so much but, with our life's that are so different, I don't know if this could work as anything other an friends. I think to myself for a while before finally having an idea of what to tell George.

My shaky hands reach over to grab my phone and I text George to come over to my room. As soon as my phone tells me that he'd read my message, I hear a door open and close from the other end of the hallway. I then hear a knock at my door and I tell George to let himself in.

"You needed to talk to me about something?" He says with a confused smile.

"Oh yeah. Come sit down cause it might take a while." I reply with a shaky voice. Fuck. I don't want to do this. This one's going to hurt.

George sits down next to me with a bit of a concerned look on his face.

"Is everything alright?"

I let out a sigh and don't respond for a bit. I look down as I feel tears in my eyes but I hold them back.

(Quick note,,, I would highly encourage you to listen to Like You Do by Joji on loop for this part since I was inspired by it)

George's Pov:

I start to worry after seeing clay not responding to me. I put my hand on his shoulder as a form of trying to comfort him.

He looks up at me and I see his green eyes filled with tears and his pale skin now red. His eyes expressed so much pain which made my heart hurt. It hurt me to see someone I love feel sad, especially him.

"George, I love you." He says choking on his own words from holding back tears.

"No, I'm in love with you George. You make me feel like I've never felt before. The way I feel with you makes me feel like I'm flying. When I hug you, I feel like nothing can hurt me. When you kissed me, it felt like my lips were made for yours."

Woah dream that was a bit unexpected...

I finally see his tears fall and he says something that makes my heart hurt.

"But, I can never have you George. It hurts me to say it but it's the truth."

"Dream, what are you talking about? Didn't you just hear me a while ago admit that I loved you too? Didn't you just see that I went into kiss you? What do you mean "you can never have me." I want you too"

"No George, that's not what I mean. You and I both know that it can never work between us. With the millions of people who follow us to the people we're closest with, it won't work."

"What are you talking about. This would be between us."

"Okay, what are we going to do when a fan sees you in public and then they look over and see me. A relationship isn't the easiest thing to hide George." Dream says with his face red and tears falling down his face.

"Please Dream"

"George, it what's for the best for both of us. I think we should just try and not do what we did today.

"Dream, no one loves me like you do."

"George, we can't talk to each other like th-"

"Everyone else, they don't matter now. You're the one I can't lose Dream. No one loves me like you do."

"You're making this harder than it has to be George."

"Since I met you, all the gloomy days seem to shine a little more brightly."

"George, please stop and let me talk for a second. I think it will be better for both of us to be Separate for now."

With those words, that was all I needed to make my tears fall in the same way they did for Dream.

"If there is a place for us in this world, then we'll end up together again. For now, I think you should go to your room, we have to wake up early tomorrow to pick up Sapnap." says dream with a sigh at the end of his sentence.

I don't know what else to say to him so I glance at him and close the door on my way out.

I walk over to my room and got into my bathroom.

Just thinking about the way I wouldn't be able to tell dream I loved him was eating me up inside. Not being able to kiss his soft lips felt like such a void in my heart. I know we didn't ever make anything "official" but this was the most i've ever loved someone.

After crying for what felt like could fill up a pool, I finally felt my eyes get heavy and I fell asleep.

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~894 words~