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𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝓈𝓈𝓎, 𝐼'𝓂 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒

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I woke up the next morning. It was early. It was only Ranboo and me in our beds. Nobody was looking at me. I let out a breath in relief and closed my eyes, eventually falling asleep again. 

I was woken up by someone gently patting my head. I opened my eyes and looked at Ranboo. ''I thought I should let you sleep for a little longer and then you could have some food in bed. '' He said smiling. He had a tray with food in hand. I smiled at him. '' You're so nice to me, you know that? '' I asked looking at him. He shrugged. '' I always take care of my friends if they need it. '' He said placing the tray in front of me. I smiled and Immediately dug into the food. Ranboo sat down on a chair. '' wanna tell me what troubled you so much last night? '' He said fixing his tie a bit. '' I just nodded, swallowing my food. I looked over the wide-open door. '' Can you close that? '' I asked. He immediately got up and closed it. He then sat down again. 

'' Okay so... uh... when I woke up, Someone was watching me. They didn't know I was awake tho! but they kept whispering stuff like... ' you'll be mine ' and stuff in that category- '' I said quietly before stuffing my mouth. '' Did you hear, or see who it was? '' He asked softly. I knew exactly who it was. But I wasn't gonna tell him that- was I? '' Uhm... No, No, I didn't. '' I said looking down at my plate. '' So you believe it was that person fault your ex hasn't spoken to you? '' I nodded. '' you should check-up at your ex's place when we get back home, ill go with you if you need it. '' He said patting my head softly. '' Thank you Ranboo... I don't know what's going on anymore. I'm so confused. '' 

'' And that's alright... '' He said '' I'm gonna go downstairs and let you get changed.  '' He said getting up. He walked out the door and closed it behind him. I got up from the bed, getting clothed. I put on a big sweater and some jeans. I ruffled my hair a bit. I looked tired. I sighed and walked downstairs.

I heard a loud bump,  Followed by manic laughter. I ran downstairs seeing Nick holding Alex against the wall by his shirt. Alex was laughing. Nick bumped Alex's body against the wall letting go of him. He fell onto the floor sitting there looking up at Nick. Alex bled from his lip. Nick looked pissed. Oh no- '' You've gotten stronger Nick, Next time punch me harder. I like it. '' He said before laughing. Nick was shaking. His fist clenched. I ran over to Nick before he was about to Punch Alex again, Grabbing his wrist. He looked at me, and his whole body relaxed. His cheeks got red. His pupils got bigger. '' Calm down... '' I whispered to him. 

Nick just nodded as he looked at me. I looked down at Alex and helped him up from the floor. I took a tissue I gently wiped it on Alex's lip. Alex seemed to calm down, as well. I looked at them. Alex suddenly grabbed around my waist and hugged me tight '' Thank you Y/n... I have no idea why Nick would act like this... and hurt one of his classmates. '' He started to sob. I hugged back softly and patted his back. Alex was shorter than Nick. Nick was stronger and taller. I looked at Nick, who looked at Alex with rage in his eyes. '' Let's hope something like this doesn't happen again- okay? '' I said to Alex softly. He sniffled and wiped his eyes. I looked over at Ranboo with a fake smile before looking at Alex. '' Come on Alex- Let's get you some air- '' I said Dragging him outside. 

When we got outside, he started to smile. We sat down on a bench. '' So tell me how this started... '' I said looking at him. '' I apparently said something that he didn't like... '' Alex said looking at his hands. '' Like what? '' I asked looking at him. '' Well not only that but also for a thing I did, Last night- He apparently didn't feel comfortable with me leaving my room as I did. He's a paranoid man. What can you do... '' He said leaning back looking at me. '' Why didn't you tell him to stop? Or explain yourself '' I asked confused. He just smiled at me. '' Is it weird to say that sometimes I like a punch or two '' He said looking away, looking at the trees. '' Why would you like something like that, Alex... '' He looked over at me and chuckled '' Both Nick and I can agree it's rare that we feel something. '' He paused a bit. '' Nick is strong. And it stings so well... '' He laughed a bit. '' Both he and I feel for the same things. And want the same. 

So, I guess that's why we don't go well together. '' He said in a deep tone '' You both wanna be punched? '' I said looking at him. He's a maniac- He laughed a bit. '' What? No, no, no! Y/n, I like to feel pain... Nick likes to inflict it. That's why it's so easy to get him to do violent things. He's jealous, All the time. I get jealous too. '' He said smiling at me. This time it didn't give me chills. He seemed nice. '' I've known Nicholas forever. It's always the same. But we have never fought over the same thing. I won't give up on it tho even if it hurts him. Cause I know, he would do anything, even if it hurt me. '' He said. His expression turning calm. He looked at me, waiting for a reply. '' I-... '' I paused '' I really don't know what to say to that. '' Alex Shrugged. '' You don't need to say anything, I know it's a lot of strange information '' He chuckled. '' Well, what is it that the two of you desire so much to fight about? '' I asked looking for answers

'' You. ''

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