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My head was banging. We had been watching movies for hours. The two boys were fast asleep on the couch. There wasn't really much I could do. Nick was still plastered in my mind. Digging into my brain, stained like a tattoo. Just... Perfect! 

I pushed myself up from the couch. My body hurt. It was like a million needles stung. I made my way to the kitchen. The floor was smooth. Clean. The whole house was empty. Silent. It was weird to be alone in an unknown house. I sat on the counter, sighing. I didn't want to take anything if I wasn't allowed to. 

I held my phone, scrolling through Instagram. My phone lit up the dark room. I heard steps behind me. '' You alright? '' Schlatt said, walking closer to me. I could only see his silhouette. His horns were big and scary.  He made his way over, sitting down beside me. I kept my head in my lap. 

'' I know this isn't really my place to say this but, Nick isn't good. He is unhealthy and is clearly harming your mental health... '' He said, keeping his distance. There wasn't anything I could say to that. He was right that he harmed me in some way. But he only harmed me by being away. I looked up at Schlatt. I could just barely see his face. 

'' What do you do when you love someone so much it burns? ''

I could hear Schlatt sigh. He was thinking hard about it. Almost like he didn't have an answer. But then he looked at me.  '' I have no idea. '' He paused. '' I haven't felt that way since Toby's mom. I don't know how to express that desire and need for someone else. I just have the boy. He is all I got. '' Schlatt said, fixing his suit up a bit. 

'' What was she like? '' I asked, looking at him. Seeing his soft side coming to light was satisfying. '' She was beautiful, Long fluffy hair, pure as snow. She didn't care too much for wearing the girly stuff... Her eyes were blue. The most beautiful blue eyes... They weren't sea blue, more sky blue. Soft and kind. She was a strong woman. The only person in the world that could put me in my place '' He laughed a bit. He got up and walked over, making himself a drink.

'' I used to be very troubled. And did a lot of bad things. When I met her, it was like she pulled me out of that darkness. I started being a better person. I wanted to be the best husband she could ever have. I tried to be perfect but, She didn't want me to be perfect. '' 

'' Jonathan, I fell in love with you. Not who you are forcing yourself to be. ''

He said before completely froze in his spot, holding the glass tightly in his hand. It was silent for a while. Schlatt gulped a bit. '' Now I just want to be a good father for my son. It's what she would've wanted, what I want. '' He turned around, smiling at me.  Schlatt wasn't a broken man. He seemed like he was. I got down from the desk walking over to him. I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him. His body stiffened up. Eventually giving in to the hug.

'' If you love the guy, then you do you, But you have to come to me if he does anything bad to you. I will not stand by that- Nick is a trouble maker. '' He said, letting go. I nodded at him. 

'' Dad? '' Tubbo rubbed his eyes as he walked into the room. Schlatt quickly moved over to the sleepy boy hugging him a bit. '' Hey... why are you awake? Go lay down with Ranboo again... You know how you get when you are tired... '' Schlatt's tone was soft and gentle as he spoke to the sleepy Tubbo.

Schlatt followed him back to Ranboo, who was snoring on the couch. He was out like a light. Tubbo slowly crawled back to him, laying down on top of him. Schlatt smiled as he covered them in blankets. He then turned to look at me. '' You say anything about this, and your dead kiddo,'' He said, laughing a little before walking back to his room. 

I just shook my head, smiling. I went to Tubbo's room since I didn't want to disturb the sleeping beauties. I laid down on Tubbo's bee-themed bed. I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. Nick was keeping me on my toes. Exhausted. I let myself drift off to sleep. 

I coughed, opening my eyes—the Desert surrounding me. I got up in a panic, looking around. The only things I could see in the distance was a cactus. I turned around. There I saw the village. I quickly picked up my pace, Running towards the houses in the distance. My vision started to get blurry. I Kept running and running until my head hit the ground. I couldn't see anything. I couldn't move.

'' Hey! Hey, You alive? '' I heard a man call out. He poked me in the back, humming before He feeling onto my pulse. I couldn't do anything, Couldn't respond, Couldn't move. He picked me up, throwing me over his shoulder. He started walking. 

He eventually put me down on something soft. He grabbed my face making my lips part. I quickly opened my eyes. The soft fabric was the man's Duvet. He had laid me in his bed. I looked at him. He seemed surprised. He had dark eyes. Black hair almost covering his eyes up. A grey shirt with a black vest. Dark blue pants. A green bandana covering his mouth. Brown fingerless gloves. A brown... Cowboy hat? Brown... cowboy boots. 

'' what... in the world.. where am I? '' I quickly sat up, looking around the room. He quickly walked over to me, trying to lie me down again. '' Woah, Woah there- be careful- The heat hit you in the face, sweetheart- lay down '' He sounded just like Nick. I felt like I was going insane. I did as he said, laying down on the bed. '' W-Whats your name? '' I asked quietly. 

He fixed his vest up a bit, looking at me. '' Mason. '' He said before walking over to his chair, sitting down. '' Mason what?.. '' 

'' Just.. Mason. '' He chuckled a bit. 

'' What are you doing out in these parts. You don't look like someone you'd find here in the middle of nowhere. '' His voice was just like Nick's. Even his chuckle. '' You sound exactly like someone I know- '' I said, sitting up again. 

'' Avoiding my question? '' He said, turning to me. I just shrugged. He pulled down the bandana. He looked exactly like Nick. This was Nick. How in the world can this happen! Is this a dream? 

'' I don't think I'm meant to be here. There isn't deserts or anything like that in L'manburg. '' I said, looking down at my lap. '' L'manburg? Never heard of it,'' Mason said, shaking his head a bit. '' You sure you aren't crazy? '' Mason laughed a bit at his own comment. I just nodded. '' No, I don't think so. But at this point, I might as well be- You look exactly like ....! ....? '' I couldn't even say his name out loud. It just came out as noise. Mason sighed. '' Y/n.. '' He laughed a bit. '' Y/n, Y/n... Y/n... '' He shook his head, saying my name. First James, Now Mason. What is going on with me. '' I love you Y/n, Don't ever leave me alone. I love you. Name one person that could treat you better than me. '' Mason stood up, walking towards the bed. I couldn't move.

'' Y/n... I need you whole... I love you. Some people like to watch the world burn... But I light the fire. Y/n... Say my name. Say it. '' Mason said, staring down at me.

'' Nick. ''

I gasped, opening my eyes. Tubbo was shaking me awake. '' Y/n! you were screaming! '' Ranboo said, noticing that I was awake. I quickly got out of bed, running to the bathroom. Throwing up. Fuck... Fuck fuck fuck... What are those dreams- and why do they keep taunting me... I need to go home.. I can't do this in front of them. 

'' Y/n... '' Ranboo whispered, rubbing my back. '' Want me to get Schlatt so you can go home and rest?... '' He said in a very soft tone. I just nodded my head quickly. letting out a little noise in response. '' alright.. '' He got up, walking out of the room.

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 I am so sorry for the late chapter! But here is one! I'll try to upload a chapter more frequently. I just had a lot of writer's block- it kind of shows a bit in the chapter, but I hope you all liked it! - Sebie