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Coffee and Scars (21)

⚠️Scars⚠️

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𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝓈𝓈𝓎, 𝐼'𝓂 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒

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I dragged Nick into his room. Quickly opening the filled closet. My clothes were dripping wet. It was cold. It gave me chills. I looked through his clothes shaking. The water had been too cold. It was just Nick that kept it warm. I felt his arms wrap around my waist. He hugged me from behind, Purring in an almost cat-like way. I could feel his warm body press against mine. I let out a sigh before grabbing him some clean clothing, handing it to him before grabbing some clothes for myself. His clothing was big on me. His sweaters and Shirts would hang like dresses. I took off the wet sweater putting it on the desk before sliding on another one. It was warm. I hummed softly, hugging my body. I looked over at Nick. He had gotten the clean pants on. I found myself staring as he slid on the dry shirt. His upper body had scars and cuts. Almost like he had been in war. He glanced over at me, smiling softly, My cheeks heating up.

My lips were missing his. I ran my finger on my lower lip, looking down. '' Are you hungry? '' He asked softly as he walked over to me. I quickly looked up, nodding. I let out a soft sigh. He started walking downstairs. I followed behind him. I wasn't scared of him anymore. He felt different, not a bad different! He smiled a lot more... He walked into the kitchen. I didn't know what he was doing, but he seemed to know what he was doing. I sat on the counter, watching him. He really had changed- It could either be that or the stab wound tiring him out. '' Nick?... '' He instantly looked at me with his dark brown eyes. '' Can I have my phone back?... So I can text Ranboo, Tubbo and Tommy to make them less worried? '' I asked in a soft tone. He thought a bit. '' Yeah, sure. It's in the pocket of my jacket. '' His voice was sometimes so monotone you couldn't tell what emotion he was feeling. I jumped down from the counter, walking over to his jacket. I pulled my phone out of his pocket. I smiled, running back to the kitchen, jumping on the counter.

I unlocked my phone. He had done nothing but read a few of the messages Ranboo and the others had sent. I looked at Nick, seeing his focussed expression before looking down at my phone opening my messages.

Boob boy: Y/n... Where are you? You've been gone for at least more than 24 hours now- we're so worried! Just let us know you are alright.

Ranboo! Yeah, I'm ok. I've just been feeling sick.   I'm at Nick's house. I told him not to tell you guys about where I was- I hope it's okay-: Y/n

I put on some music, Putting the phone down before swaying from side to side. Relaxing my head a bit. Nick started to hum to the music. He turned to me, smiling a bit. He walked over to me, hugging me. He stood in between my legs. Hugging around my waist. I hugged back, holding around his neck. I never thought of myself as a hugger... But these days, I've never felt more touch starved. I wanted hugs. To be held... Kisses... I could almost feel my heart beating out of my chest. I gripped his shirt tightly. I didn't want him to get hurt more than he already was. 

'' How can we stop Alex from hurting you... '' I whispered softly. He let out a sigh. '' I don't think he will stop till he's won. '' He replied, hugging me tighter. '' W-What if you hurt him... '' I whispered into his shoulder. He got quiet. '' Nick... '' I pulled away, looking into his eyes. He gulped as he looked back into mine.  '' I have no idea. But if I lose it and hurt Alex. Would you still look at me? '' He asked. I don't know... He has some issues he clearly can't control. '' I have an idea... What if- we do something that makes you both stable. '' I said, smiling. He looked at me, confused.