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𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊

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I leaned back in the bath. I let my mind relax. My phone beeping aggressively. I took it opening it. I was put in a group chat with Clay, George and Nick. They were discussing where to have their next movie night.

Pissbaby: My house is always free.

Gogy: it was at your place last time!

Pissbaby: So? You like my place-

Daddy: oh, So I gotta third-wheel again? -.-

Pissbaby: Well, Y/n could come along this time. Then you won't be all alone.

Gogy: Yeah! I want Y/n to be there! 

I smiled, looking at my phone.  I got out of the shower drying my hair with a towel. I wrapped it around my body before opening the door, walking out. I went to my room, opening the closet. I took out an over-sized shirt sliding it on before laying on the bed, Scrolling through Twitter. The days have felt so short. It felt like time had just floated by, But I guess that's how things happen when you start to enjoy yourself. The days were slow when Liam went missing. Forgetting him for a minute was nice. It wasn't stressful. I was calm. And I finally got friends that wouldn't betray me. But those boys- Are crazy. You can see it in their eyes. Alexis, Nick.  Their eyes almost stung—both in different ways. Alex's eyes are cold, Icy. Nick's eyes were warm, almost burning with passion. I let out a sigh. It's tiring. I almost couldn't rest- they could hurt Ranboo or- one of the others. I couldn't stop thinking about them. But why- Why did I keep thinking of them. Mostly Nick. I sighed. 

I heard a loud clank from the kitchen. I didn't have any pets, and I lived alone. I plucked up my courage and slid out of bed, quietly walking to the kitchen. There was another clank followed by scrambling. I grabbed onto my phone, ready to call Nick. It could be Alex. I peeked around the corner seeing Nick trying to pick up forks from the floor. He cursed under his breath, picking the last one up. What the fuck was he doing in my house! It's just Nick- Don't be scared. He wouldn't hurt you. I take a step into the kitchen looking at him. Nick quickly looked up. He smiled nervously and leaned against the counter. '' O-Oh hi Y/n! didn't expect to see you here- '' He said fixing his shirt. '' Nick- What are you doing in my house- '' He blushed a bit. '' I didn't know you would be home- '' He said quietly. '' That still doesn't answer my question- '' I walked over standing in front of him. He looked nervous. He looked at me. His warm eyes. Those Crazy eyes. Passionate, But showing it in the wrong ways.  '' Why did you break into my house? '' I asked again staring straight into his eyes. '' You uh- you forgot a- uh pen- '' He said twirling the pen between his fingers. '' You came here cause I forgot a PEN!? '' I said loudly standing on my tippy toes to make myself look a bit bigger. He just scratched the back of his neck, smiling awkwardly. '' What- if it was your favourite pen- '' He said just looking back at me before laughing a big at my power stance.

 '' You can stop that now- '' He said not being able to keep in his laughter. I sighed and sat on the counter. He just smiled like a proud puppy. '' Do you even know what the time is? '' I asked looking at him. He looked at his phone before looking up at me. ''23:20'' He said calmly. I just facepalmed. '' You think I'm not home at 23:20? '' I asked. He just shrugged. He laughed a bit. He put down the pen and walked over standing in front of me. He still had his coat and shoes on. '' If you are gonna stay then take off your shoes and the jacket-... '' I said quietly. He immediately walked over to the door, taking off his shoes and jacket, putting it on the hanger. He hurried back over. I sat on the counter. I put on some music. '' Have you already unpacked all your stuff at home? '' I asked him. He nodded. '' I didn't have much to unpack. So I just finished, Ate, and walked over here '' He said looking around. '' My second time in your house, I wouldn't complain being over more- '' He said. I just laughed a bit. It was so weird. He had on a pair of black jeans, The white T-shirt with a flame symbol sewn onto it. He held a hoodie in his hands. I tilted my head looking at him. '' Nick? '' He looked over at me softly. He might be crazy, But he was crazy for me. I opened my arms. He looked at me for a bit before walking over hugging around my waist. He made sure I still sat on the counter. I hugged around his neck, pulling him closer. His hugs were warm. Last time I tried falling asleep alone, I had a nightmare. Nick was my escape. I let out a sigh in relief. Nothing was bad when he was there.

'' Can you stay here tonight? '' I asked hiding my face in his shoulder. '' I can if you'd like me to. '' He replied pulling away. '' Then id like that... '' I said getting down from the counter. I walked to my room, Nick hesitantly followed. He was like a lost puppy when he wasn't in control of the situation.  I sat down, pulling the duvet over my legs. He slowly sat down beside me. I could see his hands feeling onto the fabric. I laughed a bit. '' Don't be so shy, What happened after we left the bus '' I said Scooting closer to him. He smiled a bit looking down. '' I just don't want you to be uncomfortable, I mean I did break into your house- '' I put my finger on his lips. '' Shut up- '' I laughed a bit. ''Let's just watch a movie '' I smiled turning on the tv. Nick got more comfortable laying down. I put on the movie before moving into Nick's arms. Fucking creep... I thought before sleep started to take over me, moving into his warm embrace. Hiding my face in his neck. Not even watching the movie. Before I knew it- I fell asleep.

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