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𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝓎-𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇, 𝐼 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓈𝑒

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Nick was special. But not in that way. He didn't swim with the tides. Or act the same way others did. His actions sometimes came to the point of it being sadistic. His touch burnt, But it burnt good. When his lips met my skin, it was heavenly. Like every worry I ever had disappeared into thin air. He was everything at that moment. Everything that would save me and hold me close. And when I look into his eyes, He felt the same. His dark eyes burning with passion.

 I wrapped my arms around his neck. His arms around my waist swaying me to the music. It felt like a fantasy. The beautiful music filling the big room. People in suits and ball gowns. Masks covering their faces. A masquerade! He held my hand. His other hand softly holding around my hip. Slow dancing. His mask covered half of his face in a moonlike shape. His dark fluffy hair almost covered his eyes. His suspenders almost fell off his shoulders. His body was well built.

In the corner of my eye, I could see a tall boy. Black and white mask. He wore a dark vest and a Red tie. He was serving drinks. The ballroom was filled to the brim with people. The only space was the dance floor. I looked up at the man accompanying me. I saw a smile creep on his face as I looked at him. '' What's your name? '' I asked, looking at him. He spun me around before pulling me into his arms. '' James. you? '' He said, smiling as we continued dancing.

 I blushed. His deep raspy voice sounded familiar, like someone who had held me before. The dance came to a close. He held onto me tightly before letting go. People around the ballroom started clapping. I looked up at James, who was looking back at me with a soft expression. A sense of desire. His eyes almost glistened in a shade of red. I moved away from his body. The familiar waiter came up to me, dragging me out of the ballroom. I watched James until I was fully out. I looked up at him. '' What was the need for that!- '' I said, looking at him, annoyed. He looked panicked. '' We need to get you out of here! '' He quickly said.

 Screams from the ballroom echoed through the large mansion. I looked up at the butler. He also seemed creepily familiar. I turned around, looking in through the big entrance to the ballroom. Slaughter. Broken chandelier. Blood splatter. James stood in the middle of the room. Wielding a knife. The broken mask revealing his whole face... Nick... I got pale. He looked over at me, smiling. '' Y/n!'' He started running towards me.

I opened my eyes, screaming. Panting heavily, looking around the same calming room. I heard a groan beside me. I fiddled with the sleeves on my sweater, looking around the room. I was breathing heavily. Nick sat up, rubbing his eyes as he looked at me. He looked so innocent. Sleepy. '' Y/n... are you okay? '' He asked, looking at me. He was too close. I gulped a bit. The guy James from my dream must've been my mind making up Nick... I gently put my head on his shoulder. I was too tired for anything else. He wasn't 'James'... This was Nick. Nice, Cuddly... Handsome.

He hugged me softly, pulling me onto his lap. '' Nightmare? '' He asked softly, rubbing my back. I nodded, humming as I hid in the crook of his warm neck. '' It's okay... I'm right here... '' He whispered. And I think that was exactly the problem. I always thought of myself as a person who was hard to love. But you made it seem, Easy. You make it seem so easy to hold me and tell me everything is okay. I know at this point you aren't leaving. I hugged onto Nick's body. '' School is in a few hours... If you can sleep for a bit Y/n... that would be best for you '' His voice gave me butterflies. But I wasn't sure if they were good or bad kind of butterflies. I looked at him and gave him a little nod. He laid us both down. Holding me close to his body. I let out a sigh. 

Tomorrow is the day where I get to live like before... Except for the deal with Nick. About keeping away from him to make sure he didn't get stabbed again. I closed my eyes, slowly drifting off to sleep. Hoping I wouldn't have another one of those nightmares.

-Time skip (cause ye ^^)-

I woke up. Stretching. The bed was empty. Nick had already woken up and gotten dressed. I got out of bed. Putting on a pair of his big sweatpants. All of his clothes were too big for me. I kept the sweater on I had slept in and walked downstairs. Nick was making breakfast. Singing and swaying softly. I stopped in my tracks, watching him. He swayed softly. I could hear the Ballroom tune ringing in the back of my head. I shook it off and walked over, sitting on the counter beside him.

'' Can we make a stop at my house so I can get proper fitting clothes? '' I asked, laughing a bit. He chuckled in return. '' Sure. But you look cute in my clothes. '' He said, putting the food on plates. I blushed. He handed me the plate. '' Eat~ '' He smiled, starting to eat his own portion. I hummed and ate. I couldn't get enough of Nick's cooking. The food was different every time and tasted amazing. 

Usually, when I ate. I would get nervous and end up not eating. But Nick didn't look at me when I ate. I wasn't sure if he knew I had it that way. Or he just did it out of respect. But it felt nice. I didn't feel pressured to eat faster or anything like that. When I finished my plate, I put it in the dishwasher. I ran over, putting my shoes on. I could hear Nick rumbling around the kitchen before walking over to me. Putting on his shoes and coat. '' You're excited '' He laughed softly. I nodded, jumping up and down. He grabbed my hand softly before walking outside. It wasn't snowy anymore. It was just wet. 

Raining slightly. We started walking towards my house. The streets were empty. It was early in the morning, so it was understandable. Our steps were the only sound except for the rain. We started walking a bit faster as it started to pour. Steps turned into jogging, turned into running. We quickly made it to my house. 

We walked inside. Nick shook off the water as I walked to my room to change. I put on a pair of black jeans and a white button-up. Pulling a sweater over it. I put on a few accessories before running back to Nick. Putting on my coat and grabbing an umbrella. '' Come on! or we are gonna be late! '' I said grabbing his hand walking out of the house. I gave Nick the umbrella, who held it over our heads as we walked towards the school. Holding hands.

'' You remember the plan, right? '' I asked, looking at him. He nodded, looking back at me. '' No touching on the school grounds or near Alexis. I can come to your house after school. But I have to warn you beforehand and not just walk into your house. '' He said, smiling innocently. I laughed softly. '' Good~.'' 

We let go of each other's hands. Nick's smile faded as we reached the school. '' Here we go... '' I whispered. I started walking faster than Nick. Walking into the school. Walking over to my locker. I looked around, making sure Nick didn't follow me. Luckily he didn't. He stook to the plan. I started taking things out of my locker. '' Y/N!! '' I heard loud steps running towards me. I closed my locker, seeing Tommy Tubbo and Ranboo running towards me in a big group tackling me to the floor. I burst out laughing. I had missed them!

- Nick pov -

Lately, I've been feeling like a weak man who thinks that he is strong. I'm not strong when I'm without Y/n. It's tough to think I do these fucked up things out of Love. I have someone's blood on my hands. And still, Y/n has the will power to look me in the eyes. And even kiss me back. I just want to kiss Y/n softly. Not bite... Not bite... If I really am a weak man, does Y/n then want me? I let out a shaky sigh. I looked up, seeing Alex staring right at me.

Here we fucking go...

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I'm sorry for the late chapters! Things have piled up lately- But I absolutely love writing and don't plan on stopping! So here is a chapter! I often don't read my chapters through, so sorry if things sound weird!