Fighter's for life (wonwoo)

2.10 Clear my thoughts

Mingyu: you guys go, I will come later *goes with Joshua*

Y/n: have anyone seen wonwoo?

The8: should we ask you that?

Dokyeom: no, haven’t seen him since last night practice

Y/n: That’s alright, I will look after him in the lunch

Dokyeom: did something happen?

The8: don’t ask so personal questions

Y/n: No, its fine, nothing much happened, he just left before me to school

The8: don’t think about it, we have the class you hate

Y/n: Ugh! I really have to learn more! *walks into class with them*

The classes passed by and I was trying to take notes to learn something. I wanted to improve herself, but just like yesterday I was gone. The sky was blue today, no grey clouds, but I couldn’t stop thinking about wonwoo.

I hates fight, violence and problems, but now I had one and doesn’t know how to solve it. It was annoying her that wonwoo left without her and in the lunch break he didn’t come to eat so she didn’t eat either.

I feel like vomiting and my head is pretty dizzy, I need some fresh air. Students talking and walking is making such a huge noise, everything was unclear.

I walk up the stairs to the rooftop and try to find some fresh and clean air, so I could clear my mind. It took two seconds, and somebody is already there. Someone came here before me, sitting 2 meters away from the fall.

Y/n: its feels good being up here doesn’t it?

******: how did you know I was here?

Y/n: I didn’t know wonwoo, I came for some fresh air

Wonwoo: just like you used to do *smiles*

Y/n: I don’t want to keep this going. I am bad at fixing problems, but why do you keep avoiding me?

Wonwoo: I don’t want to say its me not you, but that’s true

Y/n: *sits down beside him* you know I haven’t eaten

Wonwoo: why? The doctor told you to have at least three meals a day

Y/n: how could I eat when my boyfriend was somewhere avoiding me? I didn’t want to eat without him, so I am better of starving *leans on Wonwoo’s arm*

Wonwoo: Y/n, you know how much I hate when you don’t eat

Y/n: you know how much I hate when you avoid me

Wonwoo: *leans a bit over to Y/n* Sorry, I can’t seem to think clear anymore

Y/n: why is that so?

Wonwoo: at the start I was just feeling guilty about you coming here and leaving your family *sighs* but now I am unsure if it’s just that

Y/n: I know I say this a lot, but none of this is your fault. I came here on my own, but I tagged along with you so I wouldn’t be alone. No matter how many times I say it you will still feel guilty

Wonwoo: I also overreacted last night, I pulled your wrist hard and grabbed the bag in a rough way *takes Y/n arm* did I do this*

Y/n: No, it happened while I was out. Wonwoo I don’t know why you acted-

Wonwoo: I am sacred, scared to lose you or let you down. You left everyone and I am worried that I might not be able to be there for you all the time *looks up*

Y/n: I am not a child to be taken care of all the time, I don’t have money, house, car or a job to help our economy.

Y/n: But I know I have to study hard to help us, if you look after me, the house, your education, my education and your trainee years. That’s way to much *looks into Wonwoo’s eyes*

Y/n: let me help a bit, by taking care of myself and my studies *wipes of tear from Wonwoo’s eyes*

Wonwoo: sorry for being rough, I won’t do it again *kisses Y/n’s arm*

Y/n: *smiles* now let’s get down and eat a bit before class starts

Wonwoo: I am not hungry *stands up*

Y/n: then I am not hungry *stands up*

Wonwoo: *hugs Y/n from behind* No jokes okay! I will feed you even if I have to