2.11 Messy thoughts

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Y/n: then I am not hungry *stands up*

Wonwoo: *hugs Y/n from behind* No jokes okay! I will feed you even if I have to

-Time skip- Wonwoo’s point of view

Even if me and Y/n made up at the rooftop, I still feel a bit bad. I don't know why I keep saying that I feel bad and guilty , even if she said that it was her decision and I was there only to help her.

Guilt has never been a part of me this must be the first time I feel guilty, but I really hope it's the last time I also feel guilty.

In the past it was easier to be myself I didn't really have to worry about everyone else around me because Ryan took me for who I was, and the guys were always around me.

Her parents were there making me marry someone I didn't even know who was and why in just turn the table.

She has always been that girl that makes everyone smile as they happy, even if I know sometimes, she is sad. I know she doesn't want to show her sadness because she doesn't want me to become sad by seeing her be sad.


I didn't tell anything about what happened with me and Mingyu, I know she will react really bad. He was really impulsive of me and rude of me to just assume that Mingyu was going to steal her from me.

The school what I hear what I see the classes the actions everything has an impact on me. This impact didn't used to exist but now everything is messing up with my head.

The clam, quiet and handsome wonwoo, was now the impulsive, angry and overprotective wonwoo. How is this going to change through the days?

I still can't hold myself back if that's the right words. Y/n and I made up I know but she still is on the phone every single day talking to someone I don't know who is, I don't even want to ask who it is.

If I asked, she would start with the fact that I have trust issues and that I am overprotective, and everything will just turn into a fight. She met up with a guy or a girl some days ago looking so happy.

She been the same amount of happiness each time she says she's going to meet someone. I don't know why it's messing with my head when I don’t know if it’s a guy or a girl. Everything is just getting on my nerves for no reason.

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