Fighter's for life (wonwoo)

7. no peace inside this house

Everyone looks so happy and unstressed. Every single one of them holding hands or hugging the one they date, that’s all I need. I don’t need a boyfriend, I just want to see them all happy. Even though a part of me is screaming for help, I will just drown that part. I look slowly back, and I catch Wonwoo looking at me. Then I look at him, he looks away fast.

I keep looking at him, I see him slightly blush and the rest of his friend gather around him. He slowly looks at me and I use my hand to show him to smile. Just then he smiles, his smile lights up the whole world in a second. Somehow seeing him smile makes me feel less stressed or confused. So I smile back and turn around and walk faster to catch up with the rest.

Back home:
Me: I am home *takes of my shoes*
1.Sister: mom told you to make dinner
Me: *breaths out* I will just wait
2. Sister: I am hungry, and can you hurry
Me: I won’t make food! When the house looks like this!
2.Sister: *cries* why are you always yelling at me!?
1.Sister: you don’t need to take your anger out on us *walks away*
Me: (I just don’t know how to make you guys help more at home) WHATEVER!
Me: *turn around and see wonwoo* sorry, I didn’t see you
Wonwoo: you okay?
Me: *smiles* I am always fine! *goes into the kitchen and cooks*
Wonwoo: I know how to cook, do you want help?
Me: no but thanks for asking *smiles*
Wonwoo: (There is something with her)

The day went better for every second I realized I need to try to understand other people’s feelings and thoughts such as my sisters. I cooked broccoli soup with pasta and gave them each a plate. I had a small fight about the TV and sound with my youngest sister, but what did I think would happen.

They would not change their mind, then I had to. I used my laptop during the whole day, nothing else. I know its very bad, but sometimes I write stories, songs or read manga. I feel like that somehow my way to come out with my feelings for myself. Then the drama started again, when I didn’t fit into a dress mom asked me to try on.

Mom: can’t you just try it on?!
Me: I did, and I didn’t fit in plus I didn’t find the under part
Mom: you are so careless!! I pay so much for the dresses and all three of you just throw it away like it nothing!! *walks away*
Me: *cleans up the dresses on the ground*
Mom: Y/N!!!
Me: *runs to mom* yes!
Mom: *points at the oven* look here
Me: I-
Mom: this happens when you are on your phone!
Me: I wasn’t-

Mom: don’t to dare to lie!! You will never have your phone with you when you get into the kitchen! When you do one job then focus on that work! I will take your phone away!! Your behavior, attitude and everything has gone down because of your phone!!

Me: I agree, its my fault mother. I left the oven on
Mom; this could burn the us all!!
Me: I understand
Mom: *starts yelling at the rest of my sister*