28. deep inside

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With y/n and Kuro-

Kuro: why did you say yes for wonwoo sunbae-nim
Me: what do you mean?
Kuro: you just said yes for him to go on a date with a stranger
Me: it’s not like my opinion even matters for him
Kuro: how would you know that?
Me: because I-I feel that?
Kuro: Y/n, let’s be real don’t tell me you don’t know that sunbae has feelings for you
Me: are you dumb or something!? He doesn’t have those feelings
Kuro: how would you know?
Me: because he hasn’t confessed?
Kuro: he is afraid to get rejected or hurt when you say no
Me: why would I say no?
Kuro: because you do that every single time someone confess to you
Me: because I don’t want to be in a relationship
Kuro: so you will also reject sunbae-nim?
Me: i-I, why do you keep asking?!
Kuro: because I dot get a good answer
Me: wonwoo needs someone better than me. I am no use and a bad girlfriend
Kuro: how would you know when you haven’t dated anyone
Me: because I know myself
Kuro: I also know you, and I know that you reject everyone because you are afraid to get hurt
Me: so what! I am afraid to get broken again. It just too much
Kuro: tell that to every single song you write about love
Me: its my way to get out my feelings
Kuro: I know, but this never-ending saga needs to end
Me: so what do I do? What do you want me to do?
Kuro: ask sunbae if he likes you…maybe he will confess or maybe every single one of us are wrong

Me: what if he says he doesn’t like me in that way?
Kuro: you won’t get hurt because you don’t like him, or do you?
Me: I want to slap your face so much right now!
Kuro: do you have feelings for wonwoo sunbae!?
Me: I don’t know! He just feels different, like Changwon did for a while
Kuro: why does he feel different?
Me: he is always there when I Need to see his smile
Kuro: why do you need to see his smile?

Me: somehow his cute, short, baby smiles make the negative energy inside of me go away, I don’t know why but every time something bad happens to me he is always the first on there after you

Kuro: sounds like fate, keep going *smiles*

Me: I never felt like I needed someone so badly beside me all the time but if we date don’t you think the rumors from school about us will be-

Kuro: forget that thrash rumor, do you like wonwoo sunbae?

Me: how many times do I have to say I DON’T FUCKINGS KNOW!!!

Kuro: wow…my beloved little sister is in love!

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