Fighter's for life (wonwoo)

51. How do i feel?

Changwon: she will find you before that and I will be with her then
Y/n: mother! We need to apply to university/collage
Mother: you have a year left!!
Y/n: because of coive-19 we need to apply a year earlier
Father: didn’t we agree on XXX it’s the best collage in Seoul for medicine
Y/n: I will apply when I get home and I need to send application for at least three schools
Mother: we know you will get into XXX anyway so apply to the top three
Kuro: Y/n!!!!!!!!!!!!! come fast!!!
Y/n: wonwoo?
Wonwoo: *looks choked* did you say my name?
Y/n: do you want to join us?
Wonwoo: (she talked to me on her own after so many months) I have to meet up with the guys…. but thanks
Y/n: great Mingyu!! Tell him I miss him *walks out*
Wonwoo: can I head out?
Mother: son, how many times do I have to say it’s alright. You don’t have to ask me, and you are leaving to soon son. We will miss you a lot
Wonwoo: so will I, I will get going
Mother: let’s have a family dinner before you leave

I left the house with goosebumps and butterflies in my stomach. She talked to me after all these years of ignoring me. I thought she wanted to forget med, forget that I even existed in this world.

Maybe I am overthinking, she is probably nice because of her mother and my breakup with Xiu. She feels pitiful for me, I left both sides of love for what? Nothing!

I didn’t use my brain and neither did I use my heart. Only thing I am happy with in this moment is my career with the guys. At least I hope our music will success and we will make people happy.

I wonder if they will even have me as their bias when S.coups is so handsome and manly. All of the guys are outstanding on their own way. I was driving to meet up with guys since all of us were moving and all the insurance was paid by the company.

We where going to live together all the thirteen of us under the same roof. I wasn’t against it, but I would miss having Y/n there. All the time we ran into each other. all the time we saw each other in pain. All the time we made each other smile.

All the time we saw each other body, that was by some accident. How could anyone forget a human being like Y/n. it felt terrifying going away before I could start anything with the person I liked.

I made a huge mistake from the start, I was feeling with my head, not my heart. I should have been with Y/n and not Xiu. Then the whole year I remember without Y/N, would be the year with Y/N.