Fighter's for life (wonwoo)

23. Still the same feelings

Changwon’s POV:

Changwon: Why did I lose you? *goes into the living room*

I don’t know why but for everyday that passes our relationship moves 1 step forward and 2 steps backwards. I really lost you ever since that day, if I only said yes. Ever second I keep think about what we could have been if I just didn’t reject you.

Why weren’t you like this from the start? If I only saw the true you that you show now. I would have been the happiest guy in the world. I thought last year was goodbye for us, I was so broken.I needed you in my life, why did you leave? You didn’t know how much I suffered when you weren’t there.

Just to see your smile would have been enough. You used to come running into my arm, now you are wrapped in someone else arm and moved on. While I am still stuck with my childhood “love”.

Y/n POV:

Later on that day:
Me: *rubs my eyes* What time is it? Where am I? What am i-
Wonwoo: *turns around, still asleep* Hush! To much noise
Me: (How the hell do I always end up In bed with him? I cant remember a shit from last night after Kuro came to me.. KURO!)
Wonwoo: *holds Y/n tight*
Me: Wonwoo, can you let go? I need to look after Kuro… *whispering*
Wonwoo: *half awake* Y/n? You are not sick *dorky smile*
Me: Why would I be sick?
Wonwoo: You cried in the rain last night. Your clothes where soaking wet and I thought you would get a fever
Me: is that why I am in boys clothes?
Wonwoo: *his eyes became wide open at the same time he jumps of bed* ehm….I don’t know what-
Me: Who changed clothes on me?
Wonwoo: Y/n-
Me: YOU! STUPID ASS HOE! WONWOO YOU SAW MY BODY! I WAS NACKED! *Covers herself with a blanket*
Wonwoo: it was one of us three and- I am so sorry *on his knees*
Me: *stands up and sits beside wonwoo* I am joking, wonwoo
Wonwoo: What!?
Me: its my body yeah but it was only you….so I know no one would rape me *smiles*
Wonwoo: even if I said it could be normal for us to have “it"?
Me: You! I used so many days to get that out of me head! Now it back and stuck!
Wonwoo: You thought of me *blushes*
Me: Until Mingyu helped me the other day, then its was “bye-bye Wonwoo” and it no big deal *stands up*
Wonwoo: *fake smiles* AAH Mingyu! He is funny as hell…That guy…That guy
Me: Yeah and he is very good looking, girl in the campus love him…like they would soon die for seventeen
Wonwoo: You know seventeen?
Me: Nope! Eunji told me about it
Wonwoo: So you guys are still friends? Or what?

I try not to let my smile fade away, I don’t want wonwoo to worry about me more then he does. At his age he should be with friends and party instead he is here taking care of me.

I don’t want to make him more busy because of me. Kuro is also very important to me but why didn’t he leave to Yuri! Why did he come after me? I need to stop making people worry so much.

Me: Its always been complicated *smiles*
Wonwoo: Want to talk about it? *takes my hand*
Me: I don’t need to talk abo-
Changwon: Finally! You guys are awake! *sits in the middle of wonwoo and Y/n*
Me: what the fuck are you doing here?
Changwon: Sleepy head…this…is…my…place! *hits my head*
Wonwoo: Yeah, his place was closer to campus and I just thought about you getting a fever
Changwon: So that’s my clothes and my bed…. that makes you belong to me *smirk*
Me: Shut up! I will return them once I get them washed, Thanks Changwon and Wonwoo
Wonwoo: where you going?
Me: to find kuro!
Changwon: You clothes are washed and are inside the bathroom so change if you want to….leave my clothes in the bathroom
Me: Okay! No need to be such a bossy adult! *closes the door*
Wonwoo: Where is Kuro?
Changwon: No idea…I said he should sleep over here…but he didn’t want to and left