*play song now*
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Suddenly I heard something from Peter's room. I moved closer to the wall and put my ear on it.
I thought he was talking to someone but then I realized that he was singing. He sounded sad and broken. Between the lines I could hear that he was crying.
"I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind but I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind." He sang out.
His voice was soft and soothing. I leaned closer and closed my eyes.
"There must be something in the water 'cause every day it's getting colder." He sang louder and with more emotions.
It hurt me to hear him like this. I wanted to see him. I wanted to tell him that it was not his fault and I want to hug him and never let him go.
"Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded by the brighter side." I could hear that he was crying his voice was shaking and he stopped singing for a few seconds.
"I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind but I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind."
I recognized that song and started to sing along with him.
"There must be something in the water 'cause every day it's getting colder" I sang out.
He stopped singing and was quiet for a while.
"And if only I could hold you, you'd keep my head from going under." I continued singing.
"Alay? Can you hear me?" I heard Peter from the other side.
As I heard him talking the tears came out of my eyes. I missed him so much. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. When he is not around I feel empty and useless.
"Alya?" He asked again but I couldn't answer. I was crying too much and If I would answer I could never stay in this room.
"She is probably mad at me! It was all my fault. I should've protected her. She is everything to me and I don't want to lose her.
I listened to his thoughts. I wanted to stand up and go to him but Loki would be so mad and he and Thor are the only family I have. What if it only gets worse?
"I love her" he thought.
Peter's pov:
It's been 24 hours and I haven't seen her. What if she is mad? What if she needs to talk? I can't be there for her! I'm such an idiot. Why did I leave her at the party?
I couldn't think about anything else since yesterday. Alya was the only person I was thinking about. She means so much to me and I love her.
I leaned against the wall and let myself drop to the floor.
I miss her and I feel so empty without her.
I started singing about how I feel.
"Counting days, counting days since my love up and got lost in me. Every breath that I've been taking feels like a waste on me.
My eyes filled up with tears and I leaned against the wall.
"That you'll come back when you can find some peace."
I continued singing and thought about what happened the last few weeks.
I wanted to feel her lips against mine again. I want to go through her hair and I want to feel her head on my shoulder.
Suddenly I heard her singing along to the song.
Her voice cracked a little bit and I was sure that she was crying.
"Alya, can you hear me?" I asked hopefully.
She stopped singing and it was quiet.
"Alya?" I asked again hoping that she would answer this time.
She didn't.
I stood up and walked back to my bed as suddenly the door opened. I turn around and saw Alya standing there. She was crying and she looked really tired.
A few more tears rolled down her face as she walked to me and hugged me.
Her hands were around my neck and I could hear her heartbeat. She started crying again and I hugged her tightly.
"Shh, it's ok. I'm here." I whispered into her ear.
Her heartbeat slowed a little down but she was still crying.
"I missed you so much" she cried out.
"I missed you too" I whispered back.
She let go of the hug and looked at me.
I looked into her beautiful green eyes and smiled. With my thumbs, I wiped the tears on her face away. Even though she was still crying and new tears rolled down her face she smiled.
"Are you mad at me?" I asked carefully.
"No! Peter why would you think that?" She said
"Because I wasn't there for you" I explained to her and looked to the ground.
"Hey, look at me!" She lifted my head with her hand.
"It was not your fault! I was so dumb to follow him and in the end, nothing much happened" she said.
"But he knocked you out!" I said.
"Yeah, but he had- I- he wanted to do way more than this" she stuttered and started crying again.
"Hey, hey it's ok! I'm here! You are ok. Everything is ok now" I held her head to my chest and stroke over her back.
It hurt me to see her like this. She was afraid and I wasn't there for her.
"Peter," she said.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"Can we cuddle and watch a movie?" she asked while looking up at me.
"Sure!" I said.
I got my laptop from my desk and we layed down.
We decided to watch a Disney movie. She chose Dumbo and we started to watch it.
After a few minutes, I noticed that she was not looking at the screen anymore. I turned my head to her and saw that she was looking at me.
"Are you ok?" I asked.
"Yeah," she said and smiled.
She then took my face and pulled me down to her face. She stopped a few inches before my lips touched hers and looked me deep in the eyes. A smile formed on her lips and she kissed me.
It was only 3 days ago but it felt like it was ages ago since we kissed.
I closed my eyes and wrapped my arm around her waist. Her hand was on my neck and she pulled herself even closer to me.
I never wanted to let her go, ever again. Loki was just being protective but she felt the same as I did and I need her.
