⚠️TW: PANIC ATTACK⚠️ THE PART WILL BE SHOWN BY THIS EMOJI 🌺🌺🌺🌺
I'm so sorry that it took me so long but I wanted this chapter to be perfect! Enjoy ;)
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"We are here, darling" Peter gave me a quick kiss and climbed out of the car. I leaned down to grabbed my phone and wanted to open the door when someone else opened it for me.
"There you go" Peter smiled at me and held out his hand. I laughed and took it, climbing outside the backseat. My eyes were blinded by flashlights and I heard the paparazzi screaming behind Peter.
"How do they always know where we are?" I asked him when I leaned closer.
"I don't know" he shrugs his shoulders and pulled me to the mass of people. There was security every meter, hindering the paparazzi and fans from coming too close to us. Peter let go of my hand and turned to some fans on our left. With a smile, I turned to the paparazzi on the right and tried to answer some questions.
"Alya! How does it feel to be the wife of Spiderman?" they started shouting.
"To be honest, it wouldn't make a difference if he wasn't Spiderman," I said confused.
"So you married him because of his looks?" Someone shouted into my face.
"Uhh no! I married him because I love him" I stuttered.
"Here, miss Parker! A quick picture! You look stunning today" I heard someone on my left and I turned around smiling at the camera.
"Thank you very much!" I said and I could barely turn back around when they flooded me with questions again.
"Miss Parker. What are you planning to do next? I heard you want to build a new foundation for Stark Industries. Is that true?". I stared at them not knowing what to say. Peter and I only started with this a few weeks ago and I am so overwhelmed by everything. How am I supposed to answer this?
"Can we expect child number three? Did you two discuss it? Where are your kids right now? Do you think they will have powers too?" Someone screamed, bringing me back from my thoughts.
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"I- I'm not sure," I said and I felt my breath getting heavy.
"Pepper Potts gave you Stark Industries. Why?" a woman to my right asked holding something into my face.
"Pepper gave it to me because she has other things to do and a I-" I said and my voice broke.
"Hi Alya I'm a big fan can I take a picture with you? I love your dress it looks really good on you!" with that, I snapped out of my overloaded state and smiled at the little girl in front of me.
"Of course, sweetie! What's your name?" I asked leaning down a little bit.
"Flora," she said shyly and gave me the camera. I held up the camera and took a selfie of us.
"Flora! That is a very beautiful name" I winked at her and turned back to the press.
"Miss Parker! Miss Parker!" Everyone screamed now to stop me from leaving.
"Are you still in contact with the rest of the Avengers?"
"Are your kids half gods too?"
"Are you planning on bringing back the Avengers?"
"Another picture, Miss!" I smiled at the camera. Not answering any other questions, I turned around and walked to Peter. My heart was racing and my breath got faster. I couldn't see where I was going and just concentrate on where I thought Peter was. Everything was really loud and it felt like my head would explode.
"Can we go inside now?" I asked when I finally reached Peter. He wanted to say something but when he saw me his face dropped into a worried expression. His arm quickly went around my waist and he started to walk towards the entrance.
"Bye, it was nice meeting all of you," he said to the fans and pulled me inside.
"Take a deep breath," he said cupping my jaw. I closed my eyes and took one deep breath, holding it for a few seconds until I let it out. I leaned my burning skin against the cold wall.
"Take another one! It's ok. I am here" he said almost whispering.
"Are you ok?" He asked after I calmed down a little bit. I nodded and smiled at him weakly.
"What happened?" He asked worried and let go of my face.
"Nothing, it was just so much! They all wanted to know stuff I didn't even know wha- I-" I said and tears rolled down my face.
"Hey, shhh. It's ok! We knew that this wouldn't be easy" he whispered pulling me into a hug.
"I know but how did Tony and Pepper do it? It seemed so easy for them." I cried into his shoulder.
"It was easy because they were doing this their whole life and they got Morgan when most of their carrier was safe and planned out" I stopped crying and wiped away my tears.
The past few weeks I had a lot of panic attacks. It didn't have to be something big that triggered them but it mostly was when I had new situations and I didn't know how to handle them.
