Can You Help Me Trust Again? || Mitch Marner • DISCONTINUED

Chapter 1

tori's pov:

i woke up to the sound of my alarm going off i looked at the time 7am. i got up to mitch and auston annoying the hell out of eachother it's to early for this i thought. "morning gally" mitch and auston both said "morning" i mumbled.

i got a bottle of water went back upstairs had a shower got changed into leggings and a sports bra with a hoodie ontop my hair in a high pony tail. i got my trainers on then left to the rink for practice.

i arrived at the rink and i saw john tavares.

"hey john" i smiled softly.

"hey gally looking forward to the game tonight?" he asked while smiling.

"yeah.." i lied in reality i didn't really want to play or be at practice i wanted to be in my room listening to sad music and sleep but that wasn't the case.

i went into my locker room (since i don't have to share with the guys) i got my gear on and was on the ice shooting pucks at the net.

"GALLYYYYYYY" i heard mitch shout i smiled softly.

how come he always has so much energy in the morning. he skated on the ice passing a puck to me i passed it back then the rest of the guys came onto the ice and that's when hell started.

like don't get me wrong we have been winning these past games we are on a win streak and we are planning on keeping it like that for as long as possible but coach still wants to push us to our very best. i understand that but i'm tired for this.

~ time skip ~

practice was finally over i got off the ice went straight to the locker room got gear off then left the rink back home before the guys got back.

i walked into the house and that's when i saw stephane lachance mitch's girlfriend. i'm not gonna lie everyone hates her and for some reason she hates me. i have a good judge of character and when i met her i knew she was a bitch. what mitch doesn't realize is what stephane has said/done to me in the past. she has made me feel bad about myself and other stuff but i brush it off.

"hey tori" she said with a fake smile, i rolled my eyes ignoring her.

i walked straight upstairs and had another shower. i finished my shower put on a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie and put my hair in a messy bun then went into my room, locked the door behind me and fell onto my bed.

~tw away to mention about harm so if you don't like that skip please~

i rolled up my sleeves and looked at my old scars and the ones i made the night before and sighed. no one really knows what i go through i feel like shit and i've wanted to end my life multiple times but yet i'm still here somehow. i think back to everything stephane has said to me and just everything that i've done wrong in life and took my blade out of its hiding place.

one for being worthless, one for being a disappointment and one before i could do another one i heard a knock on the door. "shit" i mumbled looking at the blood on my arm and looked at the blade.

"gallyyyyyyy we are away to go to timmies want anything?" Will asked.

"uhhh no i'm good" i sniffled. i didn't realize i was crying til that point.

"okay" i heard him walk away talking to the others.

i put bandages over the new cuts i made, cleaned the blade and put it back in its hiding spot then lay back down on my bed.

~ end of tw ~

i looked at the time 12pm i will have the pre-game nap at 12:30 til 3:30 and that should be fine. hopefully i mumbled.

i walked downstairs to auston and mitch playing call of duty. the outcome of this should be fun i thought. you see whenever auston and mitch are in an intense game of anything its pretty funny to watch cause in the end one of them throws the controller then goes upstairs in a huff.

i sat down on the couch next to mitch. "how's it going" i asked them.

at the exact same time they both looked at me and said "don't say a thing" i laughed at them they are complete idiots and it's hilarious.

~ a/n ~
here's the first chapter let me know what you think i will hopefully post chapter 2 later today but i would love feedback to let me know how i'm doing i just also want to add if you ever feel on your own your not trust me. i am here if you want to talk and that you are loved even if you don't feel like it but i love you guys byeeee

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