You're the One for Me 💘

Lewis POV

      After I reach my penthouse a message came from Vienna I told her not to call or message me until I call her. But after I read her message I was shock that she was breaking up the rule I made the contract we plan and to follow. I was about to do it but she did it ahead of me it's quite shocking but I guess she felt I was getting far to her or she thinks I was already with Courtney. I thought I'll get mad or I want her stay still for my need in bed but I don't feel the urges to stop her to do what's best for her. For almost two years I was with her I felt only the desire of my groins not the love I was really looking for the way I had it with Courtney.
    Remembering the nights I feel alone and lonely or I was frustrated in the office she was the one comforting me in bed someone I can talk to in return of what I give to her but I never treat her bad or beat her or say anything bad of her I still respect her. The wild nights when I'm drunk the sexual fantasies she gave me the body I cannot resist and the mouth my dock always wanted. But that was a night dream not my reality. Until Courtney came I've been cold to Vienna and all my desire my heart wants exploding to the love of my life. Yes every core of my being shouting Courtney's name. I want hold her and make love to her she gave me the fulfillment the love and the desire that I was looking for she's different so fragile yet so vocal amidst all her past.
     So in return of being good companion I replied back to Vienna and I sent her a thousand dollars for a last payment that will help her to start again. I don't want Courtney knows I don't want her not to trust me or leave me. I'm a man with needs I just make it to a one person without attachment and I can't fuck anyone I'm afraid to get sick. I can have anyone but I don't want a problem some socialites are noisy and attention seeker reason why I find with a simple girl and I never thought it will turn out well. But as a movie everything has an end but this was a good end what I like about Vienna is she was so smart to listen and feel people.
    When she confess that she was starting to love me and I started to fade not meet her it's because I was guilty seeing Courtney besides I cannot fuck here anymore after I make love to Courtney. Maybe that's the reason why she wants to end up and it's good because she opened it ahead of me I know I'm harsh sometimes but she make a good decision. I reward her with her loyalty and understanding. Now I can focused only to Courtney I hope I can wait and tell to my small one that it's not easy every time he wants. Kidding aside.
     Speaking and thinking of Courtney I never heard anything with her today. So I dialed her number... if I got luck away .... " hello?" She answers sweetly. " Hi my love how are you? Been so busy and we don't have the right time to talk to each other. How's your day been?" I asked her non stop. "Quite busy in the office and then I meet one of my friend then I was craving for frappe and cheese cake in the Starbucks and bought it." She replied. " I see so have u had dinner or u want me come and bring there?" I asked her. "If you insist ok come and bring food surprise me." She replied. " ok after an hour I'll be there let me take a shower and grab our dinner I told her and hang up".
    I stayed for a minute and smiled to my own self. I feel like a teenager or a puppy love starting to feel excited every time I will meet my crush. I stand and dialed my brothers number but it was busy I was about to drink with him tonight after my dinner with Courtney. I'll call him back after. I move to my closet get a pair or soft jagger pants black from Armani and a white v neck Levi's shirt with a pair of Nike white leather semi formal showed paired with black jacket. I went to the washroom and take my bath. After twenty minutes I'm ready.
   I used my black Dodge Challenger tonight I feel macho and handsome I really feel that dunno why I'm just excited to meet Courtney the girl if my dream simple yet elegant woman. I stop my car infront of Brocolli restaurant and ordered two pasta white sauce for her and red sauce for me with pizza on the side meatballs for me and some toppings with lays chips flavored cheese and pepper for me and two cans of Mountain Dew and Fanta for her. It took me 30 minutes to have it.
   While driving in my radio was on and the song came " can I call you baby? Can you be my friend? Can you be my lover up until the very end? Let me show you love I don't pretend. Stick by my side when the world was giving in... oh don't you worry I'll be there whenever you want me. I need somebody who can love me at my worst. Know I'm not perfect but you see my worth,cause it's only you nobody new I put you first and for you girl I'd swear I'd do the worst if you'd stay forever I'll hold your hand...🎶 I was mesmerized with the song lyrics and meaning I was engrossed listening that I even passed Courtney's building.
    I take U turn again and simply nodding myself and smiling I never felt this feeling this kind of excitement and this kind of overwhelming pressure I as to put through to work this relationship. I'm quite getting hard but I'm loving it pursuing and getting a bit patience to get what I want. It gave me goal and direction to work harder. Anything worth it won't comes easy and anything easy wasn't worth it.
     Until I reach her building but before I went down to my car I make sure I downloaded that song and the title AT MY WORST. I just laugh because since when I had a time to those things like this? I walk through the alley to the orica elevator of Courtney's condo while carrying our food.