You're the One for Me 💘

Lewis point of View

    I thought scene like I've encountered with Courtney is just a clip in the movie. Shock that I couldn't imagine myself included on that scenario. Of all people why her? Why Not? My brain keeps my awake. Two shots of brandy can't make me sleep flashbacks of what happened today. She kept a secret     that surprise me to my core. An interesting person but hurt me for no reason. I should be happy that the person I'm starting to love is same Me. Should I give her a chance to explain or leave it that way?
   Suddenly my phone rings, that music that tone reminds me of her. I took my phone and answered "hello! but she cut the line off. I don't know if I'm upset or shock I can't answer it, I feel betrayed that's the right one. If the merger gets successful I need to mend my heart for the companies sake. I need to be the old me hard to deal. She makes me soft reason I feel this pain. But I cannot blame her for the things that she makes me happy and wanted. I feel the genuine love but things happened for a reason. I can't show my face for tomorrow I guess I'll send a man to replace me.
       " Hello? Man arrange my things and get ready the plane we are leaving now. Give me a call to go up." I told my pilot " Yes, Sir " he replied. I stand up change my business suit and put black T-shirt with a black jacket with pants and adidas rubber shoes. I feel exhausted thinking about Courtney. A lot of questions that I kept on asking myself why. I called the receptionist and told her that fix my bill and I was checking out. After half an hour everything's settled and I was sitting on my private plane thinking.
     I feel tired but I can't even close my eyes. I remember her, I miss her, how I can go to my bed without reminiscing the day we had together? Why fate is playing with me? I guess this my Karma of all the things I did with other women. When I want to get serious with someone things happened unexpectedly. This hit me painfully. Without notice.
      Time and hours passes by, I never notice we landed already in my company's helipad and my beautiful steward telling me to get ready. I never notice her nor hear what she was saying for my mind was busy thinking about this lady who makes me feel like a teenage boy gets broken for the first time.
       My car was waiting for me down the building telling him I need to be with my brother's house. Without a call I need someone to listen to me at this moment. An hour , no traffic nice weather I feel exhausted but not sleepy I feel a bit hungry a time for a brandy and a chicken wings with my brother been a long time.
       I'm in front of his house, I decided to call him to let him know I'm here. What a big surprise for him. A lot question filled my mind same thing he has in me now why all of a sudden in the middle of the night I was here don't know where to go... I feel betrayed and heart broken if that's what you called it now.