Courtney's Point of View

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       I can't sleep I can't eat I can't stop my tears from falling. Why it has to be painful like this why it has to  be happened on a bad way? I thought the most heart breaking memories was the day my boyfriend cheated on me. But why it has to be much painful double this time. I'm stupid to fall again to love again. I know what I did I cannot change back the time. My reasons is much important than anyone else I thought before I met Lewis.
      I don't want wake up I want to shout to lessen what I feel inside. I thought I was stronger now to face anyone I thought I already build my face in such a difficult circumstances. But it's hard to mend and ignore the heart. Why it has to be him?
        I want die, I feel alone and much lonely I don't know where to go. Why I need go back with this unpredictable life? I was happy living simple why it needs to be complicated? I'm hurt that he never gave me a chance to explain. Though I know in the first place that he might gonna know sooner or later.
         I'm exhausted of crying my stomach is starving. But I cannot stand I feel so weak inside. It's so much painful I can't bear the pain. Every time I remember the scenario on that day.

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