You're the One for Me 💘

How to Approach You Ms. Courtney?

     Five days from now I'll meet Courtney again. This time I don't know how to deal with her after what I knew. But nothing has changed just she's rich that's all I guess. I just over react on the situation. If I'll follow my heart and the memories I know the Courtney that I kiss that I hug that I give my heart and love is still the same. I hope that time will give us a chance to talk again peacefully without blaming each other. I'm always a hot temper but this time I'll try to control myself.
      My phone is ringing...if I got locked away would you still love me the same? Damn ringtone I remember Courtney and I have same. I hope she miss me too everytime she hears this song. I really love her I'm getting emotional I think a lot. Oh my
God what this lady did to me. " hello" I answered.
" brother, I was calling you last night I bet you sleeping that's why you didn't pick up my call " he said. "Yeah I fall asleep easily. Quite tired to all the paperwork's because five days from now Thomas family will come to talk to us regarding the new project to approved the budget." I explain to him. " I see, that's why dad and mom were excited to show up to see Courtney there future daughter in law" hahaha!" He replied while his laughing like crazy. " My parents are really eager and curious to her. I need to act behave and gentle man. " I called Courtney too," he added. My heart pump so fast. I do know why. I feel jealousy!! " why you have to do that?!" I replied pissed. " Wait! Wait! Geez don't tell me you're jealous little brother?! I want to know how is she, tell her that I knew what happened she told me she'll explain when she'll go back here. So I guess it's soon." He replied. Yeah I'm pissed of coz he have the guts to do that though I'm his Boyfriend? Wait what?! We are not official yet do we? So I don't have the right to act like an asshole. " No I'm not just I'm quite surprised though I know you're close together. But did he asked me?" I asked him hoping she does care to me too. " hmmmmp why you asking them" he is teasing me now. " Nothing just asking" I replied pissed. Now it's real because he knows my weakness. " stop acting like she's your girlfriend! If you really love it like her do act like a man! Yeah she asked about you. Her tone is sad and worried. If I were you, be ready fix yourself and go and get her if else I will do she's becoming so much more interesting to me I found out she's sexy coz she ya model." He said aloud! "I will kill you if you do that!! I said in loud angry voice! I heard him laughing then I off the phone he knows how to annoyed me.
      Same advice my dad told me. Genes are the same running through our blood only women can makes us weak. My mom to my dad, me to Courtney. If I really want her back to my arms I need to lower my fucking pride. I know my brother he is challenging me again. This time I will win its because Courtney is just for me no one can block me to win her back.
      It's quarter to six in the evening I need to prepare myself I need to go to the salon and to the mall to buy a sorry gift to her. I took a bath quickly, wear my plain gray t-shirt with a black jeans paired with a Nike sneakers and went out in the garage to get my car as my driver is off today.
      I hate most is finding a parking it took me 5 minutes to find a park I eat yo the salon. I reach its not busy I told to him usual cut as I'm there regular customer trim and design my beard and mustache. It takes half an hour to finish I gave the man a tip and went to my car directly. I drive to the nearest mall, I found a parking easily. The malls closing at 10 I have 3 hours to find a gift and a clothes for me. I want to look good for her. While walks inside the mall most of the ladies looking at me. I cannot blame there even a mono I don't visit my gym still my masculine physique still visible. My t-shirt quite showing my muscles. Others flirting but I cannot give them attention all my thoughts to Courtney. This lady is my death really. I'm stupid not to asked her to be my girlfriend after what happened to us in my room. I missed her voice I don't have guts to asking how is she now. Maybe tomorrow I hope.
      I come inside a Cartier jewelry shop I check one by one. I saw carter bangle which you will need a screw driver to lock and unlock it. I like it, if ever we'll be ok I'll give it to her, lock it and I'll keep the screw driver. So she can't remove. She's lock with me forever. I buy it and told them to wrap it and put in a nice paper bag. I went to Dolce & Gabbana shop I buy shirts and pants, then I buy one suit too.
     Thirty minutes before 10 in the evening I drop to Papa Johns then take out pizza and pasta with chicken wings for my dinner with beer at home.
I reach home around 10:30 pm park my car and do quickly shower I feel sweaty and itchy I guess cid of the salon. Then I heat again my pizza and chicken wings dig it after 2 minutes while drinking beer and looking Courtney in the magazines that I took from my office.
      Tomorrow is the day, I need to be a man I need to try she will answer my call or not I need to take risk even it will hurt my Ego.