Deep - Julia Michaels

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I'm tryna come up with a systematic approach
To love you and let you go
But you're cloudin' up my judgment every time
You give me chills when you look at me like that
I don't know how I feel
Nobody, nobody's deep, deep, deep, deep
Deep, deep, deep


"Whatcha doing, Cilla?" Monty asked as he sat down next to me in the grass next to Bryce's house during one of his massive parties. "Thinking." I mumbled while looking up at the stars. Suddenly, Montgomery wrapped his arms around my shoulders and laid us both down on the ground, flat on our backs. "About?" He questioned and I rolled my eyes. He's always doing this. He's always hunting me down and forcing me to talk about my feelings.. as if he's so great with his own feelings. "You know." I mumbled while rolling over on top of him at the same time. "I can make you think about something else." He smirked while reaching up and placing his hands on my cheeks, causing my breath to catch in my throat. I still get goosebumps whenever he touches me or says things like that to me. I was always attracted to Montgomery, I mean, every girl is.. even whenever I was dating Scott.. one of his best friends. But I was loyal to Scott, I loved Scott, I thought I was going to be with him forever. Then whenever I needed him most after my mom died, he cheated on me and then left me for the girl he cheated on me with.. who just so happened to be one of my friends. He also admitted that he never really had feelings like that for me. I forgave both him and Sherri but my heart was still broken. I felt like my whole world had ended in just a two week span of time.. until Montgomery De La Cruz caught me crying in the pool house alone during a party. Whenever he walked in, I panicked because I just knew that he was probably going to make fun of me because he's a huge fucking dick and I also knew that he was gonna run off and tell his little buddies.. including Scott. But he didn't. He sat with me, he comforted me, he hung out with me the rest of the night, and he never made a move on me either. I forged a newfound respect for Monty that night, especially once he reminded me that his own mom died just a few months prior.. because she killed herself over his dad. Then a few days later at school, he came and sat with me alone at a lunch table whenever I separated myself from our group of friends because I just couldn't stand being near Scott and Sherri that day. Then he showed up on my doorstep a couple of days later with movies and pizza after he saw me share some depressing post on Facebook. That's the night we hooked up for the first time and God damn was he the best lay I had ever had. He literally put Scott "I make girls scream" Reed to shame, as well as more than likely every other guy in the world too. The way he made me feel with every part of his body was enough to make me forget all about Scott and Sherri. So from that night on, we became whatever the hell we are. As the past 3 months has gone by, everyone knows that Monty and I hook up constantly. Everyone knows that we have some sort of relationship. It hurt whenever Scott actually cheered him on about it but whenever Montgomery went down on me for an hour that night because he knew my feelings were hurt, I forgot all about it. That's what he does to me.. he takes away the pain in the best way possible. "You always do." I whispered with the same smirk before I leaned down and connected our lips. His tongue immediately slid into my mouth and he pushed his hand up my shirt and rubbed my side. It's not just sex with Montgomery though its.. comfort. He suddenly rolled us over a few minutes later so that he was on top of me now and I wrapped my arms around him as he held my body close, our lips never disconnecting. People were walking by but seeing Priscilla and Montgomery in heated make out sessions is a pretty normal thing to see so no one paid us any attention. He started kissing his way down my jaw and then he made his way to my neck and started sucking, marking me with yet another hickey. "Mon-Monty.. inside." I gasped once I felt him starting to rub me over my tight short shorts at the same time he was still sucking my neck. "Why, baby?" He whispered while kissing his way back up my jaw and then reconnecting our lips. I knew what he was doing. "You know why." I stifled back a moan as I felt him slip a finger into me once he pushed my shorts to the side. He had my body covered with his and people weren't really walking through anymore but still, this is too risky. "Hmm?" He kept playing his little game while push into a finger in and out of me and our tongues battled for dominance. My juices were building and I knew what I wanted but I also knew what he wanted too. "Take me inside and fuck me." I demanded in a breathy moan, causing him to chuckle and then pull back with a smirk. "That's what I was looking for." He smirked before he suddenly jumped up and then picked me up and tossed me over his shoulder, causing me to squeal. It's never a dull moment with Montgomery in any way.. that's for sure. That's part of what makes me happy with him though.. he's fun and he's wild and he makes me happy. He carried me over his shoulder all the way upstairs and then as soon as he got into a guest room, he locked the door and then tossed me down on the bed. Seconds later, we were both naked and he was inside of me. I loudly moaned as he plowed in and out of me and both my arms and legs were wrapped around his large and muscular body tight. Our skin slapped together and every noise that he made into my ear was like music to me. He kissed down my neck and marked me with another hickey before he sucked on each of my breasts. Scott never cared about me getting off too.. Monty however gets off more by doing stuff that gets me off. "Fuck, Mon." I moaned while running my fingers through his hair. He upped his pace and I could feel sweat dripping down his chest and back because of how hard he was going. "You like it, baby?" He grunted and I nodded with a moan before he connected our lips again. More than once, his friends came pounding on the door and laughing but as usual, we ignored them. I ran my hands all over his tattoos that I find so fucking sexy and he bit my bottom lip at the same time. "Montyyyyy! Hurry up, bro!" I heard Scott laugh from the other side of the door and I heard Sherri giggle too. I felt a little pang in my heart but tried to ignore it. "Wanna make them really uncomfortable?" Monty chuckled while pausing his actions for a minute, breathing heavily. "Sure?" I said with a chuckle, never knowing what's going on in his head. He suddenly sat up on his knees and then brought my body up too and shoved himself back into me in a position that we've never done before but it made him go in deeper than ever. "Fuckkkk." He groaned and I gasped loudly while gripping onto his biceps tight. "Watch this." He whispered with a smirk before kissing my cheek and then pounding into me as hard as he could, using my back and his knees to do all the work. "Oh my God!" I loudly moaned as the headboard slammed into the wall. "Monty!" I moaned again, not able to control myself, even knowing his friends, including my ex and his girlfriend were right outside the door. "Fuck him." Monty whispered into my ear in almost a moan with extremely ragged breathing as he moved as fast as he could. I knew that he was talking about Scott. Him getting protective over me just turned me on even more. I yanked his face towards mine and connected our lips as best I could and we obnoxiously moaned into each other's mouths. "Yeah, I'm out. They get too loud sometimes." I heard Justin say but I didn't care. "Man, come play beer pong!" Scott called out and I could tell that Montgomery was getting irritated because he plowed into me harder and gripped my hips tight. "Mon.." "Let me fucking bust!" Monty yelled, interrupting Bryce outside the door and causing everyone to laugh before they finally walked off. "God, they're fucking annoying." He mumbled against my neck before going back to sucking on it. He reconnected our lips a few minutes later and I loved the feeling of my tongue against his. Scott never kissed me during sex and I love that Montgomery does. As he kept shoving himself in and out of me, I moaned against his mouth and my hands roamed all over his beautiful but sweaty body. He's just so fucking perfect looking. His handsome face, his cute dimples, his pretty eyes, his tan skin, how tall and muscular he is, that sexy fucking body, and that nice ass dick of his too. But that's not all that attracts me to Montgomery.. he's so different than I ever imagined. He's the first person to make me truly happy in I don't even know how long.. maybe my whole life. Still, I try to keep my distance because I can't get my heart broken again like I did with Scott. I can't stop with Monty either though. He won't let me keep my distance, he pulls me back in. He dedicates more time to me than anyone ever has. He's forced himself in and even though I don't know why, I appreciate it more than he knows. "You're so beautiful." He whispered with a soft smile and I grinned before pulling his face back to mine and kissing him again. I'm still not used to this but I'm so glad I have it now. We kept going for 20 more minutes, the room filled with moans, grunts, and the bed hitting the wall, before we finished one after another. "Shit.. babe. You.. did something to me that no other girl has done." Monty laughed while still trying to catch his breath as he laid flat on top of me. "What's that?" I questioned while rubbing my hand over his sweaty back. "Made me fucking monogamous." He laughed and I did the same while smacking his back. "Do you hate it?" I asked in a timid whisper and he immediately sat up some to look at me while lacing our fingers together and holding my arms above my head. "I always thought I would but no.. I don't hate it at all." He admitted with a soft smile and I was shocked. Everyone has always known that Montgomery De La Cruz doesn't do monogamy at all.. but he has with me since day one. "You know.. technically you could still do your thing if you wanted to.." "I'm good." Montgomery interrupted me with a smirk before kissing my lips and then he climbed off of me and got dressed. I got dressed myself and once I turned around, Monty busted out laughing. "What?" I asked insecurely and he laughed with a shake of his head while grabbing my hip and pulling me into him. "You're gonna be so pissed at me." "Why?" I asked skeptically and as soon as he ran his fingers over my neck and collarbone, I knew what it was. "Monty." I whined while going to look in the bedroom mirror. Sure enough, I had two dark hickey's on one side of my neck, one from a couple of days ago on the other, and two little hickey's on one side of my collarbone. I don't mind having a hickey from time to time but Montgomery damn near covers me constantly. "I'm sorry, baby. I just can't help myself." He chuckled while coming up behind me and wrapping me up in his arms. I wanted to be mad but him saying that just made it to where I can't be. His touch practically melts me and I just don't feel anything but positive feelings whenever he's around. "I guess I'll make an exception this time." I chuckled, causing him to smile and then bend down and kiss my cheek. "I'll make a deal with you." He said while grabbing my arm and pulling me out of the room with him as he walked backwards. I looked at him expectantly and I silently wondered if he was going to stop before he reached the stairs or if his dumb ass was gonna keep walking backwards and fall. He stopped right in front of them and I chuckled to myself. I should've known that he would know exactly where they are. "Come hang out with everyone instead of going off on your own and after 2 hours, I'll go do whatever you wanna do." He said while pulling me into him and hugging me tight as he waited on my answer. "I'm not showing my face to them after what you just did." I laughed and he did the same. He knows that I don't like the sex jokes that our guy friends make. "You seemed to like it while I was doing it, babe." He joked while pulling back to look at me with a smirk. "Shut up." I chuckled while smacking his arm. "How about.. we just meet up in two hours.." I was cut off by him suddenly picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder like he did earlier and then he very literally skipped down the stairs and through the house. "Montgomery!" I yelled through laughter while smacking his butt as he skipped and I was draped over his shoulder. Good thing I'm so small and he's big or else I would probably be dead by now because of all the stuff he does like this. "Nope, you didn't agree to the deal so now I have to take matters into my own hands." He said and I could tell by the tone of his voice, he was grinning. "Why do you wanna hang out with me anyways? You're with me all week. Go hang out with your friends." I chuckled, still hanging upside down. "Na, you're a lot cooler than them." He said and I laughed at his words as he skipped through the kitchen and then I heard him open up the door to the back porch and he started to skip out there too but then I recognized our friends' laughs. "Dude, you're gonna kill that tiny little girl doing shit like that one day." "Thank you!" I called out to Justin, causing everyone to laugh. "Priscilla is gonna finally hang out with us at a party for once.. right, Cilla?" Montgomery questioned and everyone laughed again because they knew that obviously that's why I'm trapped on his shoulder.  Whenever I didn't respond, he suddenly started spinning around fast, causing me to scream and grab onto the back of his t shirt. "Aren't you?" Monty joked while still spinning around as fast as he could, causing everyone to crack up laughing. "Stop!" I squealed, still latched onto his shirt. "'Not what I'm looking for." He laughed in response while now also adding jumping in with his spinning. This is the kind of stuff that Montgomery does. He's either over the top extremely happy and hyper or over the top extremely angry and on a path of destruction. He seems to be the first one more often than not these days though. "You're gonna make her puke." Bryce laughed but Montgomery continued. "Fine!" I finally yelled. As soon as the words were out of my mouth, he stopped and patted my thigh with a laugh. "That's what I thought." He said with a smirk while putting me on the ground finally. "I just wanna know how the fuck you still have that much energy." Zach laughed, referring to them hearing Montgomery clearly fucking me very hard. "I'm awesome." Montgomery shrugged with a smirk, causing everyone to laugh. "Why does he have to do all that just to get you to hang out with us?" Jessica asked me in a laugh. I used to always hang out with them but then.. Scott constantly either trying to get rid of me or being hateful to me in front of our friends changed me. It made it to where I prefer to just be alone now, especially at parties. But then Monty started making an effort with me and it changed to me preferring to be with him but.. only him. My stomach sunk at Jessica's question and I shot Scott a glance, which caused him to put his head down guiltily because he realized what the issue was. He lets Sherri come around all the time, it was just me. "I just.. like the quiet now." I lied and everyone nodded. Monty caught on though and pulled me into him, causing me to immediately feel better. "I heard that you're really good at beer pong. Wanna be my partner?" Chloe asked me and I chuckled. She's new here and since she's dating Bryce, she's been trying really hard to become friends with all of us. "I might be rusty but sure, I can try." I chuckled with a nod while adjusting my long, blonde, curly hair around my neck for the millionth time. I was trying to cover my overly excessive hickey's. "Dude, what the fuck are you doing with your hair?" Justin asked in a laugh and everyone else turned towards me too. "Ask Monty." I said while shooting Montgomery a glare, causing everyone to laugh and him to wrap me up tight with a cheeky grin. "You act like we don't all have hickey's." Hannah chuckled while pointing at her own neck and Zach's and then a couple of our other friends too. "Like this?" I asked in an exasperated tone while pulling my thick hair up into a high pony tail so everyone could see my covered neck and collarbone. They were super dark too. "Oh shit, never mind." Hannah laughed, as well as everyone else too. "Exactly." I mumbled before finishing my pony tail since they're been exposed now anyways and it's hot out. "I have a problem." Montgomery joked with a shrug, everyone laughing a long with him again while I flipped him off and then skipped over to the beer pong table. "We doing this or what?" I asked and everyone's eyes widened at the fact that I was actually going to hang out for the first time in forever. "Let's play against them." Bryce said to Montgomery and he agreed. We played the game and towards the end, Chloe and I were losing but I did pretty good for how long it's been. I used how good I looked in my tight black crop top and very tight, very short, high waisted shorts to my advantage against Monty and no one but him noticed. I purposely dropped the ball more than once so I would have to bend over and get it and because my shorts are so short and my butt is big, my ass cheeks showed at the bottom. He gets turned on whenever he sees me twirling my hair or playing with my dangling belly button ring so I did both constantly. "Stop." He said to me at one point and everyone looked at us confused. "She's not doing anything." Sherri chuckled and Montgomery rolled his eyes at her. "That yall know of." He mumbled and they all laughed. We kept playing and of course Monty and Bryce won but Chloe and I put up a good fight. "We play the winners." Scott said as him and Sherri took mine and Chloe's spot. I stood around for awhile until I was sure that everyone was preoccupied and then I snuck off and went and stole a bottle of whiskey out of the kitchen and then I went back to my grassy area. I sat down and chugged the whiskey here and there and then I laid on my back while I hit my disposable vape. Over an hour passed until I heard Montgomery's drunken slurs all the way from my spot. He must be drunk now. "Where the fuck did Priscilla go?" He asked in a laugh, slurring his words. "Oh shit, she got away." Jessica laughed next, also slurring. "I know exactly where she is." I heard Monty say and I chuckled with a roll of my eyes, knowing that he would be over here shortly. A few minutes later, I heard slight stumbling coming towards me. "Baby!" He yelled in a slur, causing me to slightly jump and then he literally threw his body down on top of mine, causing me to grunt and then laugh while draping my arms over his back. "You ran away." He said while jokingly poking out his lip.  I laughed and rubbed my hand up his shirt before responding. "You were occupied so I didn't think it would really matter.." "It always matters.. I always want you around." He interrupted me seriously and my heart swelled. "Really?" I questioned timidly because I'm not used to that and he nodded before connecting our lips. I immediately turned it more heated because I just want to be close to him after he says sweet things to me. "You're gonna end up in the bedroom again." He whispered against my lips and I chuckled. "Or right here." I said and his head shot up because I never go for his risky sexual ideas. "No one is coming over here and they can't see either.." He cut me off by reconnecting our lips and a minute later, my shorts and underwear were pulled down around my ankles and so were his. "Are you sure?" He asked once he was at my entrance. I didn't even answer, just pulled his face back towards mine. That gave him his answer and he pushed himself into me, making me moan right away. We went fast but took our time too, moaning into each other's mouths to try to quiet them as much as possible. Once we were done, Montgomery fixed us both and then he rolled over onto his back and pulled me on top of him. "Monogamy is kind of cool." He chuckled in a slur while resting his hands on my back and lightly closing his eyes sleepily from all the weed and alcohol. "I'm glad you think so." I chuckled before I kissed his cheek and then rested my head back on his chest. "You're the most beautiful person in the world." He whispered a minute later, his eyes still closed. I lifted my head to look at him but by that time, he was already lightly snoring. "You don't even realize how special you are to me." I whispered as he slept and then I lightly pecked his lips and laid back down. That night, even though we slept on the ground, I felt the most peaceful and loved and safe that I had ever felt in my life.

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