Every Song Tells A Story (Montgomery De La Cruz Oneshots)

Adore You - Harry Styles (Part 2 of Liability)

Walk in your rainbow paradise (paradise)
Strawberry lipstick state of mind (state of mind)
I get so lost inside your eyes
Would you believe it?You don't have to say you love me
You don't have to say nothing
You don't have to say you're mine

A month passed by after Montgomery confronted me in the hot tub and promised to take me on as his responsibility.. and he had stuck to his word. For the first two weeks after I finally admitted what happened to me out loud and to myself, I was in pretty bad shape. For the first time since it happened, I had to face what had been done to me and it wasn't pretty. Every time I covered Monty's shirt or flannel in tears or snot, I just knew that he was going to leave me again.. but he didn't. He just held me tight and tenderly kissed my head while whispering sweet nothings into my ear. He had been absolutely perfect. Not only was he helping me to get back to normal, but he was also causing me to fall head over heels in love with him at the same time.. something that I didn't think was possible for me after I was raped by someone who I thought was my friend. I trust Montgomery whole heartedly and I didn't think that was possible for me anymore either. He catered to my every need in every way... even sex. Once I told him that I wanted to have sex as much as possible until that is what I think about when it comes to sex instead of being raped, he was hesitant at first but did eventually cave. Now anytime I jump his bones, which is a lot, he's all in. We don't have a title and I honestly don't know what we are but I've never been so thankful for another human being in my life. Monty has saved me and even if nothing else ever comes out of us other than that, I will always be eternally grateful for him and adore every single think about him.. and I think he's kind of starting to adore every single thing about me too. Without Montgomery, I felt so alone and didn't see much of a future for myself but now with Monty.. I finally feel like I might make it out of this thing okay.


Honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh, honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

"How many god damn times do I have to tell you to stay the literal fuck away from me?" I heard Monty snap on Bryce from my spot outside of the boys locker room. I was waiting on him to take me home from school.. like he does every day. I have no other choice because he's all I have since I haven't made amends with anyone else yet.. not that I would have anyone else take me home anyways. I only feel safe with Monty. "Brother, I just don't get it. One day we're fine and the next day you fucking hate me as soon as you start fucking around with crazy bitch Jo again.." "Don't fucking talk about her." Monty interrupted Bryce in a growl. "Did she cast some sort of spell on you or something, man? Everyone knows that Josephine turned into a fucking nut job out of nowhere.." "And you know why, right?" Montgomery interrupted Bryce in a sadistic chuckle. Suddenly, Bryce turned silent. "What? You thought that I didn't know?" Monty hysterically laughed. Still, Bryce didn't say a word. No one did. "Now you know why I fucking hate you." Monty spat before I heard him spit. I assumed he spit at Bryce's feet because I heard his heavy footsteps coming towards the doorway. "What the fuck was that about.." "Nothing." I heard Bryce growl in response to Justin. Suddenly, the locker room door flung open and I had to jump out of the way to keep from being hit. "Oh shit, boogs. I'm sorry." Monty apologized, using my corny little nickname that he always used to call me and now calls me again.. that I absolutely love. I call him it sometimes too. "It's okay." I whispered while looking down, feeling embarrassed about what I just heard take place in the locker room. "I know you heard that.. you good?" He asked as he wrapped his arm around my shoulders. I nodded in response and he let it die out there, knowing that I didn't want to talk about it. Before either of us could say anything else, the rest of the guys filed out of the locker room. He pulled me out of the way and then brought me in closer to his side as soon as they all started walking past us, including Bryce. Justin and Zach looked at me sadly, almost like they feel bad and do want to talk to me but don't know how. Everyone else looked at Monty and I curiously but not Bryce. Bryce looked at us with both hatred and worry. "You got something you wanna say?" Monty growled before moving me behind him and stepping towards Bryce. I've been waiting on this to happen. He's controlled himself so much for my sake but I know he's like a volcano just waiting to explode. "Na, that crazy bitch has you too god damn pussy whipped for you to listen to a word I have to say." Bryce smirked while motioning to me and the hickey on Montgomery's neck. Monty leaned in close to Bryce's ear before speaking. "At least I know how to fuck her the way a fucking man does." He growled quietly and Bryce tensed up before backing away. He nodded with a fake chuckle before throwing his hands in the air and walking off. I didn't think that anyone else heard what Monty had said but then once I saw both Justin and Zach staring at me with curious and also wide eyes, I immediately feared that they had started to piece things together as well. "What? Yall wanna talk shit too?" Monty stepped up to them but they both shook their heads no. He's always protecting me. That's part of why I feel so safe with him. I know he would do anything in the world for me and fight anyone and anything in his way. "Mon.. I wanna go." I whispered while lightly lacing our fingers together and then pulling him back. He nodded before turning around and draping his arm back over my shoulders like he had it before and walking us off.  As soon as we got to his Jeep and I went to get into the passenger seat, he picked me up and sat me down on the hood before placing his arms on either side of me. "Don't do this." He stated and I crinkled my eyebrows together in confusion. "Don't shut down for the rest of the night, Jo. I know that shit with Bryce got to you. I shouldn't have said anything to him and I'm sorry that I did, I just.. I wanna make everything better for you and sometimes I feel like beating the absolute fucking shit out of him might help with that." He explained. I softly smiled before wrapping my arms around his neck. "You do make everything better for me. You're there for me and you love me and you protect me and you stand up for me. You do everything for me, Monty. I'm grateful for everything that you do, every day." I answered sincerely and he smiled back at me before leaning down and kissing my cheek. Whenever we're out in public, we don't show full fledge PDA because we're not actually together and even if we were, Montgomery doesn't like stuff like that. I have noticed a change in him lately though. "I hope you know that I would do literally anything for you, Josephine..." "I know, Mon.. and you do."

Your wonder under summer skies (summer skies)
Brown skin and lemon over ice
Would you believe it?You don't have to say you love me
I just wanna tell you something
Lately you've been on my mind

It was the first party I had been to since the night that Montgomery came to me. Monty was worried about us going but months had passed and I was feeling so much better.. I genuinely wanted to go. Just like I genuinely wanted to start making amends with my friends' as well. "We can go smoke with Jeff and a couple of the baseball players if you want. You're good around them, right?" Monty asked as he guided me through the crowded house with his hand on my lower back. I hadn't really talked to Jeff since we broke up and I was fucking Monty two weeks later but there's no hard feelings there on any of our end. Monty and Jeff are really close and from what he's told me, Jeff wants to be my friend too. I nodded and he smiled while moving his hand from my lower back to lacing our fingers together and then pulling me outside. We spotted Jeff and we walked up to him hand in hand. "Wanna match us, dude?" Monty asked while opening up my little Coach backpack that I had on and pulling our weed and cigars out of it. "Hell yeah, man. You've always got that good shit." Jeff laughed while dapping him up after Monty had zipped my bag back up. I had made sure that I looked super cute tonight so that I felt more comfortable and more like how I used to. "Confident" as Montgomery had put it before. I had on a tight bright red crop top with black holy high waisted skinny jeans and then white and red converse. My hair and makeup was perfect too. I looked so good, Monty literally pulled over on the way here just to fuck me.. and go down on me for longer than he ever had before too. I genuinely was starting to feel like my old self again.. all because of him. Even in sexual ways. As Montgomery started rolling a blunt for us, using a pool side table to set everything on, Jeff turned to me with a smile. "You look awesome, Jo!" He said enthusiastically and whenever I chuckled confused, he elaborated. "I don't just mean like, looks wise, even though you do look beautiful.. I also mean that you're really starting to look like the real Josephine again." He grinned and I couldn't help but to look down with a blush. "I haven't done it alone." I admitted after a minute while motioning towards Monty. "Well of course he's gonna help his boogs." Jeff joked, causing Montgomery to laugh and give him the finger while I laughed as well. "Look, I don't know exactly what happened to you but I do have my theories.. and I'm just really fucking sorry that I didn't catch on back then and help you. I'm just so glad that Montgomery loved you enough to realize what the rest of us didn't and go back for you." Jeff added a second later, turning more serious now. I stared at him for a minute before softly smiling with a nod and then slowly turning my head to look at Montgomery. He genuinely amazes me every day. I love him more than I've ever loved another human being and he's the most precious thing to me. Even without there being a title on what we are, I'm still so thankful to have him in my life. I want him in my life for the rest of my life. Jeff looked back and forth between us with a soft smile before leaning in by my ear once Monty was fully occupied with the blunt again. "And I mean it when I say that he loves you." He whispered, causing tingles to run up my spine and a happy smile to form on my face. I giggled embarrassed and he laughed before jokingly shoving my shoulder. Jeff and I were always more like friends than anything. Honestly, we were kind of forced into dating because no one could seem to accept the fact that we were just really good friends and didn't have feelings for each other.. so we tried. It didn't get either of us anywhere though. So in all honesty, Monty is my first love.. he's my first real boyfriend.. well, was. Because technically we're not actually together right now. He's the first person I ever enjoyed having sex with and actually wanted to.. even before we started dating. I could have sex with Montgomery all day long and never get tired of it.. not only because he's fucking incredible in bed but also because.. well, I love him. "Alright, my dudes, I have perfected our blunt." Monty laughed before finally lighting it up. The three of us passed the blunt around until it was gone and then we went and got drinks. Montgomery kept me by his side the whole night, which I knew that he would. At one point though, I genuinely wanted to find my old friends' and talk to them. I wanted to explain to them why I turned into who I turned into and possibly make up. I didn't know if they would want me back in their lives but I knew it was important to my healing for me to at least try. I didn't want Monty to come with me though because I felt like in order to prove to them that I am better, I had to show them that whether I really want to or not, I can function without him. So I waited until he was caught up in a game of beer pong to execute my plan. I went over to him before speaking. "Hey boogs, I'm gonna go to the bathroom and grab a drink.." "Wait until this game is over and I'll go with you." He interrupted me. "No, that's okay. I'll be fine." I assured him but he looked at me skeptically. I literally haven't been without him except during class at school in 6 months.. he didn't know what could happen if he wasn't there with me.. especially since Bryce is here lurking around somewhere. Jeff overheard and jumped in. "Finish your game, Mon. I can go with her." He suggested. Perfect.. I can get away from Jeff much easier than I can get away from Monty. "Man.." "She's fine, Monty. I'll stay with her if you're worried about something." Jeff interrupted Montgomery in a chuckle. Montgomery looked back and forth between us before sighing with a nod. "Stay with her." He said to Jeff firmly while pointing at him, causing Jeff to laugh with a nod. We started to walk off but Montgomery grabbing my arm caused us to pause. "Yell if anything happens, I'm serious." He said and I nodded with a soft smile before pecking his cheek and then walking off with Jeff hot on my trail. As soon as we were inside of the crowded house, I looked around trying to find the perfect area to slip away from Jeff. We got into the crowded living room filled with drunk teenagers dancing and that's when I made my move. I started walking quickly and shoving past everyone. "Jo!" Jeff called out to me but I just kept moving faster. I really took off once I realized that he got stuck in a spot that I had easily squeezed through. I slipped out of the back door and then made my way towards the pool and hot tub. At the sight of a hot tub, my chest tightened but I pushed the feeling away. I started timidly looking around and that's when I noticed my three former best friends watching me from the other side of the pool. They were looking at me curiously because these days, you never see me without Montgomery by my side or at least very nearby. We locked eyes and I made my way over there quickly, causing them to grow even more confused. As soon as I reached them, I slowly sat down on one of the chairs with them and awkwardly cleared my throat while pushing my blonde hair over my shoulder. "Hi, guys." I spoke up timidly, causing them to do the same. "If y'all see me watching over your shoulder, it's not because I'm paranoid.. it's because I ran away." I chuckled, causing them to laugh. "Why did you run away?" Hannah spoke up first as they all turned their whole bodies towards me. "Because I wanted to find yall." I admitted sheepishly and they all softly smiled. "Um.. I just wanted to tell y'all that I'm back to normal now.. well.. for the most part. Uh.. I know that I really snapped for awhile but.. but I'm not crazy. Something really bad happened to me." I rushed out and their eyes all had concern laced in them now. "What happened, Jo?" Jessica asked in a whisper, almost like she didn't really want to know because it might upset her. I looked at them with teary eyes. This would be my first time telling anyone other than Montgomery what happened to me because he's the one who told my parents for me... that's why they let him stay with me all the time since they're out of town. This would be my first time ever willingly admitting it myself since he forced it out of me. "Um.. I was raped." I finally got the courage to blurt out. "At a party before Jeff and I broke up." I quickly added a second later. All of their eyes widened and they put their hands over their mouths in shock. "And yall know the guy." I added again, this time their eyes all filled with tears. Suddenly, realization washed over their faces. "Bryce." Sherri gasped out and I nodded. "That's why Monty hates him now.. you told him. It all makes sense now." Hannah said and I nodded again. "And why Montgomery went back to you and doesn't leave your side.. oh my gosh, we're so blind." Jessica spoke up next, causing me to nod for the hundredth time. "It's okay.. I didn't tell anyone or drop hints either. I didn't really tell Montgomery either he uh.. he figured it out and forced it out of me." I explained and now they all nodded too. "It was easier for him though because he saw stuff out of me that y'all didn't that made it easier for him to piece things together.. you know, like.. sexual stuff." I said, trying to make them feel better for not realizing it. "All of the freak outs around Bryce.. how did we not put two and two together?" Jessica said exasperated while putting her head in her hand shamefully. "I don't blame you guys at all. I didn't make it easy to be around me, I didn't tell anyone, I was acting psycho.. I get it..." "But Monty's the only one who took the time to think about the way you were acting hard enough to figure out that something was wrong and then go back to you to fix it. The rest of us just up and left you without a second thought." Sherri said sadly. "We're so sorry, Josephine." Hannah spoke up right after her. Before I could say anything else, I heard my name being called. "Josephine! Are you trying to get me fucking killed?" Jeff yelled out in an exasperated tone while jogging towards us. I shot him a guilty smile and the girls laughed. "The one time he gives in and says that I can just go with you instead of him and you run away from me?" He chuckled while putting up one finger. "I wouldn't doubt that he's already noticed.. it's been awhile." I laughed and Jeff's eyes widened. Everyone knows that you don't want to deal with an angry Monty.. especially once he's been drinking too. "Oh God, let's go." He rushed out, causing all of us girls to bust out laughing. Before Jeff had even had time to grab my arm, Monty came rounding the corner. "Jeff, what the fuck, man?" He said with his arms in the air but I saw relief wash over his face once he saw that I was okay. "It was her!" Jeff responded while vigorously pointing at me. Monty stared at him curiously for a second before busting out laughing himself. "Are you really that scared of me beating your ass that you're throwing Jo under the bus?" He laughed as he made his way towards us. Jeff stood there silently for a minute before laughing himself and nodding. "Okay, that was fucked up. Sorry, Jo." He said to me with a laugh, causing me to waive him off. "He won't do the same to me that he will to you... so I'll take the blame." I shrugged my shoulders with a chuckle before standing up and making my way towards Monty, wrapping my arms around his waist in the process. He immediately draped his arm over my shoulders and I felt safe again. It was crazy how far he had come with PDA because before we broke up in the first place, he wouldn't be caught dead acting the way that he does with me now. "I can honestly say that I was not expecting her to make a run for it." Monty chuckled to Jeff before looking down at me with a smile while playing with the ends of my hair. "Do you think that I would've offered to go with her if I thought she was planning on running?" Jeff asked him through laughter. We all laughed again until Monty pulled me around in front of him and then pulled me into his chest. "Are you about ready to leave, boogs?" He asked and I nodded before he did the same and then moved his arm back around my shoulders and started to lead me away. Jeff was coming with us so I stopped in my tracks and turned around towards the girls. "Would y'all wanna come back to my house with us tonight?" I asked timidly. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Monty looking down at me with a shocked but soft smile. The girls' only stood there for a second before nodding with a smile and following behind us. That night, as I hung out with Montgomery, Jeff, and my 3 former best friends.. I could really feel myself getting back to normal. And once again.. it was all because of Monty's love for me.


Honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh, honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

"Oh, God. Monty." I moaned into his ear as he plowed into me from our spot on the docks. I guess we were being pretty risky by having sex out in the open like this but it's really late and people never come to the docks passed like midnight. No one except for me and whoever I have with me at that time. He started to gently suck on my neck and I sighed at the feeling. Even though we have sex all the time, he's still very gentle with me because getting too rough or doing certain things can send me into a comatose episode of sorts. "Are you okay if I go deeper?" He whispered into my ear. The way he's so sweet and gentle with me just turns me on more. He used to be rough back before he knew everything and that's why I would "freak him out" as he has said but now that he knows, he's the perfect sexual partner for a recovering rape victim. I answered by deeply connection our lips and wrapping my legs around him, causing him to automatically shove himself into me much deeper. I moaned loudly into his mouth, so he gently picked up his speed. He disconnected our lips and kissed his way across my face, my jawline, and then down my neck and collarbone. We continued for about ten more minutes, moans and sighs filling the air along with our music, before we both finished one after another. He laid down on top of me for a minute while he caught his breath before rolling over and getting dressed and then handing me my clothes too. Once we were both dressed, he pulled me down into his arms and we laid snuggled up on the docks staring up at the stars. Every now and then one of us would take a gulp out of our bottle of whiskey or hit one of our disposable vapes. "You wanna smoke now, boogs?" He asked me while running his hand over my forehead. I chuckled because Montgomery can't go long without weed. "Sure, Mon." I chuckled while sitting up, him doing the same. We both sat cross legged on the dock as he pulled out our weed and bowl and got everything sat up. I couldn't help but to stare and admire his every movement. He's just so fucking beautiful to me in every way.. not just physically. "Do I have something on my face?" He chuckled while looking up once he noticed by staring. "No. I just think you're amazing." I whispered seriously, causing him to softly smile at me before leaning in and connecting our lips. Suddenly, "Bitch From Da Souf" by Mulatto came on and I ripped our lips apart with a squeal because I love this song, causing Monty to laugh. I jumped up and started dancing and rapping along with the song. Montgomery immediately jumped up and starting dancing around with me while hitting the bowl as I took gulps out of the whiskey bottle. This is what I was talking about to Justin and Zach that one night. Instead of laughing at me or making fun of me, Monty joins in and has just as much fun with me. "I'm a real ass, rich ass, bitch from the south." I loudly rapped through giggles while pointing in his face. We kept dancing around and rapping as we drank and smoked both the weed and our vapes until we heard laughter. I spun around at the sound and saw every single person who had left me standing there. Jeff, Jessica, Hannah, Sherri, Justin, and Zach. They all had alcohol in their hands and smiles on their faces. "I knew we would find yall here." Jeff laughed while coming towards us, everyone else falling behind. I was super confused so I subconsciously backed into Monty. "You guys blew me off so I went to Zach's to hang out with all of them and the fact that y'all do nothing except hang out with each other came up so we figured we would force y'all to hang out with us." Jeff explained and Monty laughed with a nod before hitting the bong again. Monty's a people person, that's part of why I feel bad sometimes about him doing nothing but spending every second with just me. I still stood there awkwardly though because even though Monty and I have hung out with Jeff several times and I did have the girls come back to my house after the party a few weeks ago, it still feels weird to me and I haven't made up with Justin or Zach at all. "Goin Baby" by Da Baby came on next and everyone immediately started getting into it and cracking open their liquor.. but I still just stood around silently. I've made so much progress but in this moment, I feel like I'm regressing. I slowly backed away from everyone and went and sat down on the edge of the dock, dangling my feet over the side but my legs are too short to reach the water. One of the many downfalls of being 4'11". I hit my candy flavored vape a few times while occasionally taking a sip out of the whiskey bottle that I also had as I looked out into the water. I wasn't sad necessarily, I just felt kind of uncomfortable and void for some reason. I hadn't felt this way since the first couple of weeks after Monty came back to me.. which was several months ago. The music was blaring and I could hear everyone else singing along and also talking but I just couldn't bring myself to join in. I'm not fully comfortable with the girls again and I'm not comfortable with Justin and Zach yet at all since we haven't had a conversation since that night the three of us were out here. Suddenly, I felt someone sit down next to me and wrap me up in their arms. I looked over and met Monty's eyes, immediately feeling peace wash over me. The affect that he has on me is insane. "You okay, boogs? You're not feeling weird from me being a little bit more rough than usual during sex, right?" He asked and I could tell that he was worried that that's why I seemed to be entering an episode. "Not at all. I liked it. I promise." I assured him. He nodded but still looked concerned and his eyes searched mine for answers. "Don't worry about me, Mon. That's what your whole life has turned into. Go have fun with your friends." I said, feeling guilty again about the fact that I've taken Montgomery's social life away from him.. which was his favorite thing about life. "Other than sports, socializing is your world." I added a second later in a small chuckle. He didn't laugh so my eyebrows crinkled together in confusion. "Not anymore." He whispered seriously, which caused my heart to hurt because I was worried that he was finally realizing that I had taken that away from him. "You are my world now, boogs." He explained, causing happy tears to fill my eyes. He sounded so sincere. "I am?" I whispered timidly, causing him to nod before answering. "You are." He said seriously, causing me to grin and my vision to become more blurry because of my teary eyes. I wanted to kiss him so bad but we don't kiss in front of people. Even back whenever we were actually officially together, we didn't kiss or do anything in front of other people because he doesn't like PDA. Even though he's come so far, I don't want to push him. It shocked me whenever he placed his hands on the sides of my face and connected our lips. I didn't respond at first out of shock but then my lips quickly melted into his. I brought my hands up to his bare chest and the kiss was deep, passionate, and full of love. He slid his tongue into my mouth and I knew that if people weren't here, we would both be going for round two right now. I brought one of my hands to the back of his neck as we continued to make out as I scooted in closer to him. He moved one of his hands to my hip bone and deepened the kiss even more. It was getting very heated so I finally pulled back breathlessly while softly smiling at him. "You're about to really get yourself going." I whispered in a chuckle. He leaned back in and reconnected our lips before picking up right where we left off. He gently placed his hand under my shirt and rubbed his thumb across my hip as we continued kissing. He made a noise in my mouth before pulling away. "Let's go to the jeep." He rushed out in a whisper. His eyes were filled with lust and love. "You wanna go again?" I asked in a chuckle, knowing that no one could hear me over the music and once I glanced over at them, I noticed that they were all caught up in drinking and talking and hadn't even noticed us. "Baby, you have no fucking idea." He laughed breathlessly. That's the first time he's ever called me baby before... and it felt amazing. I jumped up and he did too before lacing our hands together and pulling me away. "We're going to the store, we'll be right back." He said to all of them smoothly. "Will you get us some soda to wash this down with?" Justin asked while holding his vodka in the air. "Yeah, sure." Monty rushed out before pulling me towards the car quickly. I laughed to myself because obviously he was about to explode with sexual need. Once we got into the jeep and he started to drive off, he reached over and placed his hand on my thigh.. achingly close to my core. I knew that he wanted to fool around some on our way to wherever he was gonna pull over at but wasn't sure how I would respond. I decided to take a chance and stripped my shirt off before leaning over and pulling his member out. He looked over at me curiously but there was a sparkle in his eye too. I bent down more and placed it in my mouth before beginning to give him road head. "Oh fuck." He grunted before leaning back in his seat some as he drove. I've only ever given him a blow job one other time and it was very early on in our relationship. It's not usually my type of thing but for some reason, I wanted to do this for him right now. He placed his hand on the back of my head and tangled his fingers in my hair as I continued my actions for the next few minutes as we drove down the road. As soon as little moans started slipping out of his mouth, he suddenly pulled over roughly onto a little dirt side road and pulled me up before roughly kissing me. He kept one hand tangled up in my hair while the other one pushed my shorts to the side and gently pushed a finger into me. As he pumped in and out of me and I was becoming extremely wet, I was moaning into his mouth. He then suddenly pulled away and laid me down before quickly shoving his finger back into me and then going down and kissing and licking my core as well. Monty's good at everything sexual but holy shit can he work that tongue.. he knows it too. He reached one of his hands up  and begin groping and massaging my breasts. "Montgomery." I loudly moaned as I pulled his hair with my hands and my back arched up high. He lifted his eyes up towards me as he continued his actions and as soon as our eyes met, I could've came right there. "More." I moaned while shoving his head into my folds harder. It shocked him because I'm usually not comfortable enough sexually again yet to do that kind of stuff but I was really feeling it right now. That gave him what he needed so he placed his hands on my knees and spread my legs apart as far as they would go before really going to work. I didn't know that he could eat me out better than he normally does but apparently he can. I screamed out in pleasure and he moaned against my folds.. apparently me doing that turned him on. After about 10 more minutes, I couldn't take it anymore so I pulled him up and brought his face to mine before kissing him. We made out for a couple of minutes before he gently but still deeply pushed himself into me. We both moaned at the sensation before we went back to kissing. I wrapped my legs around his muscular frame and the jeep was shaking back and forth from our movements. The air was filled with the sounds of moans, grunts, and sighs and I could feel beads of sweat going down his back. We kept going for at least 15 more minutes before he got by my ear and kissed my neck tenderly before speaking. "I'm in love with you, Jo." He whispered and my heart stopped in my chest. I've wanted to hear him say those words so bad for so long but I never thought I would. "I'm so fucking in love with you, baby." He added a second later, calling me baby again. Before I could respond, we both finished at the same time. He laid down on top of me and kept lovingly kissing my neck as he brought his hand to my cheek and rubbed. "Did you mean it?" I spoke up in a shaky voice after a few minutes of silence. He lifted his head to look at me and we made eye contact. He leaned down and gently pecked my lips before pulling back and nodding. "I love you, Josephine. I'm in love with you." He assured me. A tear made its way down my face and he wiped it away with his thumb before gently kissing me again. "You don't have to say it too.. you don't have to feel the same way yet.." "But I do love you too. And.. I am in love with you." I whispered, causing him to grin. "You're the most special person to me." I added a second later. He smiled brightly and his eyes had more love in them than I had ever seen before he kissed me one more time and then laid his head back down in the crook of my neck and snuggled into me. We laid there peacefully for several more minutes before finally putting ourselves back together and actually going to the store. After that, we made our way back to the docks and showed everyone the stuff that we bought.. including fireworks. I felt so much more peace inside of me since our admission of love to each other and I was able to actually have fun. I drank and smoked and hung out with everyone and Monty kept me wrapped up in his arms the whole time. We both came back with hickey's on us so I'm sure they knew that we went and had sex but they didn't say anything about it.. we all just hung out and had fun. As soon as we finished doing fireworks, we all laid down on the docks, the couples snuggled up together, and looked at the stars as we casually talked and finished off our liquor. Everyone else fell asleep but Monty and I continued laying there drinking each other in. I gently ran my fingertips up and down his exposed abs as he did the same to my exposed shoulder. "Boogs?" He whispered into the darkness, causing me to sleepily mumble back a "hmm"? "You're the most special person to me too." He whispered, causing me to snuggle into him deeper and softly smile until I fell asleep. Once again, Monty's love for me made me feel alive again whenever I thought that I was beginning to slip.