My First and Last | Lee Jeno

Chapter 10;

Jeno's P.O.V:
We were eating peacefully, but out of nowhere... Y/n rushed inside her room. I stood up and followed after her. I listened to the door... I heard sobs. What happened to her? I tried opening the door, but it's locked. "Y/N!! Y/N WHAT'S WRONG? PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR." I said. I was panicking... I was worried... tears started to fall from my eyes, rolling down on my cheeks. "Y/N!!!! PLEASE.... PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR." I said with a shaky voice. After a few seconds, the door opened and I saw her eyes red form crying. I didn't waste another second and hugged her. "You can tell me what's wrong and I won't ever judge you. What's wrong?" I said. She just kept quiet and buried her head on my chest. I suddenly remembered that the members are here. "Y/n... we can talk in your room if you're shy with the members." I said. She nodded her head. I turned my head to the members and they all looked at me worriedly and nodded. We both let go of the hug and went inside her room. "Mind telling me what's wrong?" I asked. "I... I just remembered the time when I got my phobia. I couldn't breathe, it felt like I was drowning. You know what the worst part was? Everyone thought I was being dramatic. Everyone thought that it was all just an act, because I wanted attention. I grew tired of it and decided to convince them to let me stay in an apartment. They said no. Everything hurt and I couldn't get out of my room... if I did, I would feel like drowning again. Once winter break was over, I had to get out and see faces again. One day, I was in a hurry because I was trying to avoid everyone... but I got hit by a car and now I can't see everyone's faces. Even mine. I can't see mine, but then... I saw yours. I used to be a very bright kid before I turned to someone I never wanted to be in the first place. What was so wrong about being myself and expressing who I really am? They ask about me, but they don't actually move towards me. They don't know what wrong they did to me. They don't know how much pain I feel." She said and cried. "I may not know how hurt you are right now, but I will always be here for you I will try to help you feel better. Come here." I said as I opened my arms and she went into my arms. "Thank you so much." she said as she buried her head on my chest. "Come on... let's clean your face and go back. okay?" I said and she nodded as we both pulled away from the hug and she walked to the bathroom. She washed her face and we both went out of the room. The members looked at us with eyes filled with worry. "I'm sorry for the sudden... um... episode." She said with an embarrassed face. "Oh... don't worry about that. We understand. Don't worry, we won't judge you." Mark hyung said while the others nodded. "What do you guys want to do? Unless, you guys want to go home." Y/n said. "We can study since there's school tomorrow." Jaemin said. The other members nodded. "We can study by the couch." I suggested. "Okay, let's go." Renjun hyung said. They all stood up and sat on the floor by the couch surrounding the coffee table. "Okay! So since we have Mark hyung here who is ahead of us by a year and he knows these, let's just ask him what we don't know." Hyuck said. "Okay... what do you need help in kids?" Mark hyung asked. "Personally, I have problems with english." Y/n said. "Oh my gosh sameee~~~" Jaemin said. "What? Why? English is so easy." Mark hyung said. "Well that's because you grew up in Canada." I said. "Okay!! Let's just start shall we?" Jisung said as we all nodded and took out our books in English.

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Y/n's P.O.V:
It's now 8 o'clock at night and they already left about 30 minutes ago. Jeno was telling me that he could stay, but he has to go back to their dorm too so I told him to just go with the members. He eventually obeyed and left with a pout. I laid on my bed and sighed. It's been a long day today, yet I don't feel that tired as I used to before. I guess, when you have people to make you smile and feel better... life isn't that exhausting. I set my alarm for 5:30 am and closed my eyes... I slowly drifted to sleep.

THE NEXT DAY

I woke up with my alarm ringing... I sat up, turned my alarm off and walked towards the bathroom to take a shower.

Once I was done, I quickly put my dress on and ate breakfast. I just ate some toast bread and walked to school. 

Once I got there, I saw Jeno calling someone. Who could that be? Oh wait... my phone is ringing. Oh... it's Jeno. I ran towards him and tapped his shoulder. "Oh... I was just calling you." Jeno said with his smile. "Why here so early?" I asked. "I wanted to hang out with you since it'll be crowded later. I just wanted to hang out with you only." He said with a warm tone that made my heart melt. "Oh okay. What do you wanna do then?" I asked. "I just want to cuddle you. That's all." Jeno said. "Oh... okay. Can I sleep so that we can finish the deal?" I asked. "Yes... come on. We can sit on the bleachers at the gymnasium." Jeno said and I nodded as we walked towards the gymnasium. "When and where is the party?" Jeno asked. "Oh... it's at 8 am later in the gymnasium..." I said. "Oh... okay." He said.

Once we got to the gymnasium, we sat at the farthest seat possible and i laid on his lap. He started playing with my hair. "Won't it be weird if they see us like this later?" I asked. "It's fine. I don't care anyway... and since your dad is rich, they can't do anything to you." Jeno said. "Wait... you knew that my dad is rich?" I asked as I sat up. Did he befriend me because of my dad? "Yes, but I only found out when you called your dad's secretary. Plus, even if I did now before... it was never my intention to keep on being friends with you for money. I'm saying this because I know that you already have trust issues. I might not be rich, but I'm not desperate for money either. I befriended you because I just like being with you. No strings attached." Jeno said with a sincere face. "Okay... I'm sorry." I said. "It's alright... I understand why you're like this." Jeno said with a warm smile as he patted on his lap signalling me to lay down. I chuckled and obeyed. He played with my hair while humming a song that made me drift to sleep right away.