just a fan || BE

•nine•

time speed cause I'm lazy and idk what to write,
pov: Billie

•a year and a half later•

"hey mama" i say cuddling up to Alina

"hey baby" she replies

"how'd you sleep?" i ask with a smile

"it was okay.. you?" she looks up at me and kisses me

"same here" i kiss her back,

"i love youuu" Alina whispers with her tired voice

"i love you more mama" i reply smiling

"nooooooo" she argues with me

"yesss"

i haven't been able to stop thinking about how much i love her and want to be with her for like the past few months.. i'm just waiting for the right time yk, since me and ava announced we had "broken up" i knew for sure. i'm just not trying to over whelm her. or myself to be honest.

it took me a while to realize that that i was ready to be in a relationship again.

"mm.... no billie i love you moreee" she says in her baby voice

"okay baby you win" i tell her kissing her lips

"yay!"

...

hey uh.. billie," she says nervously

"yes alina?" i reply

"you know.. i-i've liked you,, for um a while now- and um.. i know your probably not ready and that's fine, i understand.. but.. i was wondering if you.. would like to be, my.. girlfriend. BUT BUT ITS FINE WE CAN JUST BE FRIENDS OR PLATONIC VALENTINES!" she says, rushing the last part out.

YAHH FUCK YES. this is it, im gonna actually be dating her without asking.

boom. i'm the best frl frl

mental victory dance.

"billie?" she says snapping me out of my thoughts .

"YES YES YES A BAJILLION FREAKING TIMES YES.. STAY HERE ILL BE RIGHT BACK MAMA" i say getting up and kissing her

"..well um,, wasn't expecting that but hell yeah"

i come back with a little teddy bear and heart shaped chocolates.

alina, baby i love you. a lot i was waiting and yeah this is the most perfect time to ask you but you kinda beat me to it.."

"billie i-" i start but she cuts me off with a kiss.

one thing leads to another i guesss..

"we've had sex before, soo?" i say

"true" she giggles

"okay mamas.. stay right here,," i say.

"okay.."

...

"BILLLIIEEEE ALINAAA WERE BACKKKKKKKK FROM THE MALLLLL"

one second, Claudia!!"

"come on baby let's go listen to her weekly haul." i say and pass her some of my clothes.

"okay"

i get dressed, and she does the same.

once we're decent i open the door and claudia comes in with taco bell.

"thank you claud"

"no problem b"

"thank you" alina smiles at her taking a bite from her food.

"your welcome,," she smiles before leaving.

we sit up and eat the burritos.

"i love you baby" Alina pouts looking up at me.

"i love you too babe" i reply

i kiss her lips, i feel high.. like kissing her is a drug every time i do it it's addicting.

"thank you billie"

"your welcome babe"
i kiss her again.

"you know, every time we kiss.. or touch.. or anything.. i feel kinda like i'm high, like you're a drug and i'm an addict." i explain

"i feel the exact same way." Alina reply's

"mhm"

sadly, alina gets a random ass call from her mom interrupting our makeout session.