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pov: Billie
January

I'm packing up to go on tour my next show, my first was in LA, obviously, then i moved on to the other parts blah blah, im going to london now tho. I think you get it,

anyways i'm really nervous because of some stupid virus its been almost 2 1/2 years since I've been on tour, much less another part of the world.

I haven't be able to hug fans I've seen in person, all I could do is say hi or take a picture without touching, but that's enough of that I'm going on tour agian broo im so excited i mean i still have the stupid interveiws and of course they're gonna ask about everything i rather not talk about, like the pap pictures that were taken of me and fin out with his girlfriend and her friend, who people seriously think i was on a date with,

i don't even remember her name.

yea, i hate being famous sometimes, but i wouldn't change it for the world.

After maybe 2 hours of packing we go to fin and clauds house to see if they wanna go out to eat, obviously they agree, we decide on this vegan café that's like right down the road from their hotel room,

it's not a café it's a whole restaurant for vegans, whatever.

once we arive and the watress asks "Do you have a reservation?"

well no, we don't, we came to a reservation only restaurant without one.

i'm hangry, lemme stop.

"yes, O'Connell, party of 5" Fin tells the lady

"Okay follow me right this way" she grabs a few menus and starts walking to the table, we follow her, once we reach the table and start sitting down she hands us our menus.

I can feel her looking at me.. after she takes our drinks she says "im so so sorry to be bothering you Billie but.. may i take a photo?!"

i look at fin and he knows that I'm really hungry he gives me a look, i nod knowing he wants me to just do it so she can get our drinks and she can leave us alone

"sure" i reply, we take about 3 photos before she finally leaves and comes back with our drinks.

Once we get to the apartment i go and lay down, i decide to go live i see a million comments but one sticks out, more than any of the other comments, so I read it,

ThatgirlAlina: "hi billie. I love you so much im going to meet you at your show in london!"
"i love you and can't wait to meet you ThatgirlAlina"

She freaks out in the comments and i can't help but smile.. i see that she asked to join the live so i let her join it with me and she starts crying "Oh no don't cry it's okay!"

"omg omg - okay, omg- fuck- Billie!" "hey, Alina I presume," I giggle a little trying to keep her from crying."B-Billie- you- OMG I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH OMG-" I cant help but laugh,

well hello Alina i can't wait to meet you at my show next week" she doesn't reply to me obviously still in shock,

"Imma have to go now so i can get some sleep you should too"

"o-okay.." she replies
i end the live and instead of sleeping i think about her.. for about maybe 2 or 3 hours. "She was so pretty.." I mumble.
"who is?" Mom says as she opens the door, "no-one," i say nervously
"Uh huh.. Sure Billie.. well anyways i just wanted to say good night. I love you"

"I love you too mom" i say as she leaves..

my face feels hot.. OMG AM I BLUSHING?? what the fuckk dude, she's just a fan.